What If
Navigating Doubts: What Ifs and Internal Wars
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Up all night
Struggling through the night without rest
Broken scenarios in my head
Imagining various problematic situations
Took all my might to get up and out of bed
It required a lot of effort to get out of bed
Snoozed the alarms knew I was gonna be late
Decided to ignore alarms, anticipating lateness
Why do I do this to myself day after day
Questioning repetitive self-destructive behavior
What if I'm wrong
Contemplating the possibility of being incorrect
What if I'm right
Considering the possibility of being correct
What if I leave
Considering leaving a situation
What if I fight
Thinking about standing up for something
What if I thought different than this
Reflecting on alternative perspectives
What if I lived outside my head
Contemplating living without overthinking
What if What if
Repeatedly questioning different scenarios
Wish others reacted the way I thought they should
Desiring others to react as expected
Want the feeling away from misunderstood
Wishing to avoid feeling misunderstood
Arguments with myself either way I get my way
Engaging in internal debates, seeking personal benefit
Lost track of time living in yesterday
Getting stuck in past thoughts, losing track of time
What if I'm wrong
Repeating doubts about being mistaken
What if I'm right
Reiterating considerations of being right
What if I leave
Considering leaving a situation
What if I fight
Thinking about taking a stand or fighting
What if I thought different than this
Reflecting on alternative perspectives
What if I lived outside my head
Contemplating living without overthinking
What if
Reiteration of uncertainties
Internal wars between the head and the heart
Struggles between rationality and emotions
Caught in the crossfire but neither side wins
Caught between conflicting thoughts without resolution
What if I'm wrong
Repeating doubts about being mistaken
What if I'm right
Reiterating considerations of being right
What if I leave
Considering leaving a situation
What if I fight
Thinking about taking a stand or fighting
What if I thought
Reflecting on alternative thoughts
Different than this
Contemplating living without overthinking
What if I lived outside my head
Reiteration of living outside of mental constraints
What if
Reiteration of uncertainties
What if What If What If What if What If
Continued repetition of questioning different scenarios
What if
Final reiteration of uncertainty and doubt
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