My Ego Dies At The End
Ego's Demise: A Deep Dive into Self-Discovery Through Water's Reflection
Lyrics
I think I lost something in the water
Feeling like something essential is missing or lost
I tried to swim to it
Attempting to regain what was lost
I could not swim to it
Unable to retrieve what was lost
Drowned in a dream that should've make me stronger
Being overwhelmed by a challenging experience, despite its intention to strengthen
I tried to swim through it
Attempting to navigate through the challenging experience
I could not swim through it
Failing to navigate through the challenging experience
Leave my body and the party early
Leaving a situation prematurely, feeling emotional
Cry on the train, playin' Justin Vernon
Expressing emotions, seeking solace in music (Justin Vernon reference)
Such a long walk back to 30th
Long journey back, possibly metaphorical
I have the dream again, I have the dream again
Recurring dream experience
My ego dies at the end, it's ego death
Realization of personal ego dissolution or transformation
I live the dream like I still don't know what it meant
Living through experiences without understanding their significance
Who am I? I've lost the thread
Feeling lost about one's identity or purpose
My ego dies at the end
Reiteration of ego dissolution
Mm, mm, mm, mm
(Vocalizations, no specific lyrics)
Mm, mm, ah, ah, ah
-I lost the girl I was over a winter
Loss of a significant relationship or part of oneself
I tried to cry for it
Attempting to grieve for what was lost
I could not cry for it
Being unable to fully process the grief
Sank down to search the bottom of the river
Deep emotional exploration to understand the root cause
I tried to dive for it
Attempting to delve into the depth of the emotional issue
I could not dive for it
Failing to fully explore the emotional depth
Leave my body in the water early
Leaving oneself in a vulnerable state
Tried baptism but it felt like burning
Attempting a transformative experience but feeling discomfort instead
If I don't write about it, was it really worth it?
Questioning the value of an experience if left unexpressed
I have the dream again, I have the dream again
Recurring dream, emphasizing the ongoing nature of the experience
My ego dies at the end, it's ego death
Reiteration of ego dissolution as a transformative process
I live the dream like I still don't know what it meant
Living through experiences without understanding their significance (repeated)
Who am I? I've lost the thread
Feeling lost or disconnected from oneself (repeated)
My ego dies at the end
Reiteration of ego dissolution
Leave my body and my ego early
Separation from the self and ego
Kill it kind with a surgeon's mercy
Ending something with compassion and care, akin to surgery
Claim I put it out of its misery
Stating a deliberate end to something for its own good
I have the dream again, I have the dream again
Repetition of recurring dream experience
My ego dies at the end, it's ego death
Reiteration of ego dissolution as a transformative process
I live the dream like I still don't know what it meant
Living through experiences without understanding their significance (repeated)
Who am I? I've lost the thread
Feeling lost or disconnected from oneself (repeated)
My ego dies at the end
Reiteration of ego dissolution
Mm, mm, mm, mm
(Vocalizations, no specific lyrics)
Mm, mm, ah, ah, ah
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