PRACTICE
Love's Trial: A Journey Through Regret and Redemption
Lyrics
I remember in 9th grade, my first relationship
I recall my first relationship in 9th grade.
And I should've told her, that I wasn't ready for it
I should have communicated that I wasn't emotionally prepared for it.
And now she gotta deal with my infidelity
My actions led to infidelity, and she has to cope with it.
Yo we all got angels, and we all got demons
We all have both positive and negative aspects within us.
I should've stopped in the beginning
I should have stopped the relationship early on.
But I didn't
Unfortunately, I didn't.
Messing with different women
I engaged with different women without caring about their emotions.
And not giving a fuck 'bout of how they feeling
I was indifferent to how they felt.
It's serious, she even told me to go to counseling
It became serious; she suggested counseling, but I neglected it.
But I didn't
I ignored her advice.
But I Ignored her, me being a dumb nigga
My foolishness as a man caused me to ignore her.
I did her wrong, she really tried to love a Nigga
I mistreated her even though she genuinely tried to love me.
And Babygirl I'm sorry, 'cause this ain't me
I apologize because my behavior doesn't represent who I am.
Love can make me or break me
Love can either uplift me or break me.
I heard she messed with jay, to get back at me
I heard she sought revenge by involving with someone named Jay.
'Cause she was mad at me
Her actions were driven by anger towards me.
I got a bad habit, I should've practiced
I have a bad habit that I should have addressed earlier.
I should've practiced
I should have practiced better behavior before entering the relationship.
Before I got into this relationship, you feel me?
This line emphasizes the need for preparation before entering relationships.
You don't know the hood you got
You may not appreciate what you have until you lose it.
Until you lose it
Reflecting on late nights, feeling foolish and regretful.
Those late nights, sitting and thinking, and feeling stupid
Foolish friends can contribute to relationship issues.
Your foolish friends, be the reason why you leaving
Friends sometimes manipulate stories, leading to misunderstandings.
Sometimes they drag a story, and you believe them
Admitting personal struggles, feeling mentally unwell.
I know I'm sick in the head, I think I'm better of dead
Expressing a desire for support during difficult times.
Through my time of demise, would you lend a time
Acknowledging the partner's sadness caused by a generational curse.
Babygirl I know your sad, and it hurts me
Feeling trapped in a negative cycle.
That I got trapped in this generational curse
The most intense emotions: regret, loneliness, and anger.
The worst feeling of all
Reflecting on the challenging mix of emotions.
Regret and loneliness
Expressing the profound impact of regret and loneliness.
Mix that with anger
Highlighting the difficult blend of regret, loneliness, and anger.
And it doesn't blend very well
Stating that this emotional blend is challenging to handle.
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