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Driving 'round high in my girlfriend's ride
Driving while high in my girlfriend's car
License expired, cops right behind me, that's my anxiety
My license is expired, feeling anxious with the police behind me
Even though I try to push it aside, it always finds me somewhere
Despite trying to ignore it, my anxiety always resurfaces
It's unfair how I stare and compare
Unfairly comparing myself to others and fixating on their experiences
Who I am with all them and forget everywhere I've been
Forgetting my own journey while being with others
You're just gonna take your time and make your mind up
Encouraging someone to take their time and decide, while anticipating reconciliation
And play with mine until I wind up with you again, yeah
Playing with emotions until reuniting, acknowledging a cyclical pattern
The minute that you let me go, I'll start glowin'
If let go, I'll regain confidence and shine
Take control until you show up to woo me
Taking charge until the other person returns to woo me
Now I'm feeling down, 'cause I'm still high
Feeling down despite being high, riding in a car with distinctive doors
And falcon doors in the whip I'm riding
Expressing a desire to live despite feeling like death
I don't wanna die but I feel like I am
Continuously getting high without achieving escape
Keep getting high and I'm still not flying away
Staying in a disliked place due to the inability to fly away
So I stay in this place that I hate
Reflecting on a great feeling from yesterday, but change is inevitable
I felt great yesterday
Returning to the same situation again
But something's always gotta change, yeah
Resuming a cycle of highs and lows
Now we're back again
So I get back again, yeah, uh
Returning again, indicating a recurring pattern
I'll measure, pleasure, pressure, rather
Exploring, enjoying, and dealing with pressure, but preferring pleasure
Press you, get you, never
Attempting to press someone but failing
You think you're getting better, yeah
Believing that the other person is improving, while personal improvement is lacking
I'm not getting better yet, mmh
Expressing a struggle with personal growth
You're just gonna take your time and make your mind up
Repeating the theme of taking time and decision-making in a relationship
And play with mine until I wind up with you again, yeah
Playing with emotions until reuniting, a recurring cycle
The minute that you let me go, I'll start glowin'
Regaining confidence and shining after being let go
Take control until you show up to woo me
Taking control until the other person returns to charm or court
You're just gonna take your time
Emphasizing the repeated theme of taking time in decision-making
You're just gonna waste all mine, yeah
Expressing frustration at the perceived wasting of time
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