Pushing Daisies
Battling Demons: Jesse Markin's Brave Odyssey Through Pain
Lyrics
It says something about me that i thought about drowning in this pool
Reflecting on contemplating drowning in a pool as a metaphor for feeling overwhelmed.
While wondering how deep this love can go, i'm probably screwed
Questioning the depth of love and feeling uncertain about the outcome, expressing a sense of being in trouble.
Fighting for oxygen, head full of occupants, too
Struggling for breath, burdened by thoughts and emotions, possibly in a difficult mental state.
I wanna stay positive but i can't stop what it do…
Desire to stay positive but unable to control the impact of circumstances.
Somewhere in a bottomless pit, i will hide from this blue
Seeking refuge in a bottomless pit to escape emotional pain symbolized by the color blue.
Weighing my options, this pain is still not coming trough
Weighing options, still unable to overcome pain or make a decision.
How can i possibly get ahead, locked with this truth
Feeling trapped by the truth and struggling to advance in life.
Look in my eyes and tell me what is inside will defuse
Questioning someone to reveal what is within, hoping it will alleviate the situation.
Said that the bravest thing i ever did
Referring to a past act of bravery, implying a challenging experience.
Was to continue living life
Emphasizing the bravery of choosing to live despite difficulties.
When i thought this ain't worth a try
Expressing a moment of doubt when life seemed not worth trying.
When i wanted to die
Acknowledging a past desire for death during a difficult time.
Said that the bravest thing i ever did
Reiterating the bravery of continuing life despite challenges.
Was to continue living life
Repeating the theme of resilience in the face of adversity.
When i thought this ain't worth a try
Recalling a moment when life seemed not worth attempting.
When i wanted to die
Reflecting on a past desire for death during a moment of despair.
I've been broke down, begging lord to take me
Describing a low point, seeking salvation or relief from hardships.
Barrel in the mouth, doubt that it can save me
Contemplating extreme measures as a way out, expressing doubt about their effectiveness.
Ain't no sunshine when she gone, my baby
Referencing the absence of happiness or light when a significant person is not present.
Steady on the grind, got no time fo daydream'
Focused on hard work, dismissing daydreams, possibly to avoid distractions.
Trying to find mine, never mind what they dream
Striving to find one's path, ignoring others' dreams and opinions.
Couple of my homies, now pushing the daises
Noting the loss of friends who have passed away, possibly due to unfortunate circumstances.
While i'm trying to figure how to move with this rabies
Contemplating how to navigate life's challenges, possibly using "rabies" metaphorically.
Between definitely and maybe
Weighing choices between certainty and uncertainty, possibly in a state of indecision.
Behind the discomfort in safety, strangely
Highlighting a paradox between discomfort and safety, acknowledging the strangeness of the situation.
Everything i'm not done made me
Embracing personal growth through overcoming challenges and adversity.
A square - in a circle, now break free
Symbolizing personal transformation, breaking free from conformity.
Said that the bravest thing i ever did
Reiterating the bravery of choosing to live despite difficulties.
Was to continue living life
Emphasizing the resilience and courage needed to face life's challenges.
When i thought this ain't worth a try
Recalling a moment when life seemed not worth trying.
When i wanted to die
Reflecting on a past desire for death during a moment of despair.
Said that the bravest thing i ever did
Reiterating the bravery of choosing to live despite difficulties.
Was to continue living life
Repeating the theme of resilience in the face of adversity.
When i thought this ain't worth a try
Recalling a moment when life seemed not worth attempting.
When i wanted to die
Reflecting on a past desire for death during a moment of despair.
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