I Always Do
Enduring Heartache: Finding Strength in Pain | Jesse Taylor Band
Lyrics
It's not like I've never
Expressing familiarity with the situation.
Been here before
Acknowledging past experiences or challenges.
My heart is split wide
Describing emotional vulnerability, deep pain.
Open bleeding on the floor
Portraying intense emotional suffering.
It's not like I don't
Asserting awareness or understanding of the circumstances.
Know what to do
Claiming knowledge of what needs to be done.
It's just that sometimes
Indicating occasional reluctance or resistance.
I don't even wanna
Expressing a desire to avoid facing challenges.
Make it through
Acknowledging difficulty in persevering.
But somehow I always do
Highlighting resilience despite challenges.
I know it's time
Acknowledging a critical juncture in the relationship.
Our paths are diverging
Recognizing the divergence of paths in the relationship.
And they have been
Stating that the separation has been ongoing.
For quite some time
Emphasizing the prolonged nature of the divergence.
Even if we have fallen out of love
Admitting that love may have faded, despite past authenticity.
I know that our love
Affirming the enduring nature of past love.
Was true and I will always love you
Committing to everlasting love despite the separation.
No matter where you go
Expressing love unconditionally, regardless of circumstances.
Or what you do
Granting freedom to the other person.
I am reeling, I am healing
Conveying a sense of emotional turmoil and recovery.
I know we need this
Acknowledging the necessity of the current emotional process.
We really need this but it hurts
Expressing the painful nature of the emotional healing.
It's not the first time I'm crying
Indicating a repeated experience of emotional distress.
On the kitchen floor
Describing a specific emotional breakdown location.
My heart is spilling evermore
Portraying emotional overflow and vulnerability.
I'm getting used
Adapting to the absence of the other person.
To not seeing you around
Expressing a sense of detachment or distance.
For the first time I walked
Noting a significant moment of change in perspective.
By your house
Describing a shift from avoidance to facing reality.
Without staring at the ground
Emphasizing a change in behavior, moving forward.
No more looking down
Rejecting the habit of avoiding eye contact or facing reality.
It's not like I've never
Reiterating familiarity with emotional pain.
Been here before
Repeating the image of emotional vulnerability.
My heart is split wide open
Reemphasizing the intensity of emotional suffering.
Bleeding on the floor
Reiterating the depiction of emotional pain.
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