Lyrics
I'm not happy I'm not sad I'm just okay
I am in a neutral emotional state; neither happy nor sad, just feeling okay.
I don't know if I regret walking away
Uncertain about whether I regret ending a relationship or situation.
I really hope I get it through to see another day
Expressing a desire to live through and experience another day.
I really hope you find someone who is willing to stay
Hoping the person I left behind finds someone committed to staying with them.
I'm not happy I'm not sad I'm just okay
Reiteration of emotional neutrality; not happy, not sad, just okay.
I don't know if I regret walking away
Repeating uncertainty about potential regret for walking away.
But time and time again it leads me back to you
Despite uncertainties, there is a recurrent return to thoughts of the person.
I don't talk to my friends desperate of attention
Expressing a reluctance to seek attention from friends out of desperation.
I just wanna be a part of something and be listened
Desire to be part of something and be heard, emphasizing a need for connection.
Do you know what if feels like to be all by yourself
Pondering the experience of being alone and the associated feelings.
It's a pretty lonely feeling you'll be screaming for help
Loneliness is described as a profound and desperate sensation.
All these years I've been dealing with pain
Reflecting on enduring years of emotional pain.
Understand you and I are the same
Claiming a shared understanding between the speaker and the addressed person.
All these pills and the wine don't help
Recognition that substances like pills and wine do not alleviate the pain.
I just hope one day I get to see myself
Expressing a hope to one day achieve self-understanding and happiness.
As happy as you are
Wishing for personal happiness akin to the addressed person's happiness.
Even I'm not a part of it
Even though not actively involved, acknowledging a lingering connection.
You're still a part of me
Acknowledging that the addressed person is still a part of the speaker.
But I'm not sure if I'm a part of you
Expressing uncertainty about whether the speaker is still a part of the addressed person.
I'm not happy I'm not sad I'm just okay
Reiteration of emotional neutrality; not happy, not sad, just okay.
I don't know if I regret walking away
Repeating uncertainty about potential regret for walking away.
I really hope I get it through to see another day
Expressing a desire to live through and experience another day.
I really hope you find someone who is willing to stay
Hoping the person I left behind finds someone committed to staying with them.
I'm not happy I'm not sad I'm just okay
Reiteration of emotional neutrality; not happy, not sad, just okay.
I don't know if I regret walking away
Repeating uncertainty about potential regret for walking away.
But time and time again it leads me back to you
Despite uncertainties, there is a recurrent return to thoughts of the person.
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