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Ran into your mum last week in a car park on the outskirts
Encountered your mother recently in a parking lot on the outskirts.
She looked at me all disappointed, said she hates to see you this hurt
She seemed disheartened, expressing her dislike for seeing you in pain.
You told her I treated your love like it was just for hire
You conveyed to her that I treated your love as something that could be bought.
I didn’t have the heart to tell her that she raised a fucking liar
I couldn't bring myself to tell her that she raised someone who is deceitful.
Didn’t have the heart didn’t have the heart
I lacked the emotional strength.
To tell her who you really are
To reveal your true nature to her.
Didn’t have the heart didn’t have the heart
To disclose my own emotional wounds to her.
To show her all my battle scars
I lacked the spirit.
Didn’t have the soul didn’t have the soul
To tell her how you abandoned me.
To tell her how you let me go
Because I don't need to destroy you to heal myself.
Cos I don’t need to ruin you to fix me
(Empty line)
Talked to your best friend last night in a bar outside of town
He questioned my actions towards you.
He asked me how I could do those things to you
Leaving me feeling down.
And I left feeling blue
Seems like he now dislikes me too.
Guess he hates me now too
I'll add him to the list of people you've deceived.
I’ll add him to the long list of people you’ve lied to
(Empty line)
But I didn’t have the heart didn’t have the heart
To show him your true nature.
To tell him who you really are
To reveal my own emotional wounds to him.
Didn’t have the heart didn’t have the heart
I lacked the spirit.
To show him all my battle scars
To tell him how you abandoned me.
Didn’t have the soul didn’t have the soul
Because I don't need to destroy you to heal myself.
To tell him how you let me go
(Empty line)
Cos I don’t need to ruin you to fix me
I don't desire to harm you.
Don’t wanna ruin you
I don't wish to inflict harm upon you.
You know I could ruin you
You know I have the capability to cause harm to you.
Don’t wanna ruin you
I don't intend to harm you.
Don’t wanna ruin you
I don't want to damage you.
Don’t wanna ruin you
I don't wish to harm you.
It would be easy to
Although it would be simple to do so.
Do you have a heart do you have a heart
Questioning if you possess empathy.
Is cruel and callous who you are
Wondering if being cruel defines you.
Do you have a heart do you have a heart
Questioning if you have a caring nature.
Was it fun for you to tear mine apart
Did tearing my heart apart bring you pleasure?
Do you have a soul do you have a soul
Questioning if you have a conscience.
When I see your family I could let them know
Considering revealing to your family what you've done.
But I don’t need to ruin you to fix me
But I don't need to destroy you to heal myself.
To fix me
To heal myself.
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