i was hurting too
Echoes of Unspoken Heartache: Jimmy Ricks' Soulful Confession
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I put my phone down, lie on the floor
I intentionally disconnect from communication and lie down in despair.
Night's getting late now, wondering how can I go on
It's late at night, and I'm contemplating how to continue living.
I'm falling apart, I bet you don't even know
I feel like I'm falling apart emotionally, and you might not be aware of it.
I say I'm sorry, so you won't let go
I apologize to prevent you from leaving.
I paid the mistakes, even when I was not at wrong
I take responsibility for mistakes, even when I'm not at fault.
I bet you don't even know
You may not be aware of my struggles and efforts.
I was hurting too, cried on my own
I, too, experienced pain and cried alone.
Left all alone
I was left feeling completely alone.
Guess you didn't care, you didn't know
It seems you didn't care or weren't aware of my pain.
I tried to bear, cause I don't wanna go
I tried to endure the situation because I didn't want to leave.
I was done too, one step off the door
I reached a point of being done, contemplating leaving.
Yet even if I try to leave
Even if I attempt to leave, thoughts of you linger in my mind.
I think about you more, I think about you more
I find it challenging to move on; thoughts of you persist.
It's written on my face
My emotions are evident on my face.
Beneath these tired eyes
Beneath my tired eyes, there are signs of distress.
As I'm counting down the days
I'm counting down the days, possibly waiting for something to change.
But you don't realize
Despite my visible struggles, you seem oblivious to my pain.
That I'm drowning in these tears
I feel overwhelmed and trapped in my own tears.
I'm calling out your name
I'm desperately calling out your name, seeking comfort or support.
I don't want to face the fear
I'm avoiding facing the fear that comes with the pain.
Won't you save me from this pain?
I'm pleading for you to save me from this emotional anguish.
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