Never Enough
Navigating Life's Depths: A Tale of Struggle and Redemption by Joe Thunda$torm
Lyrics
I work my hardest but it don't never feel like enough
I exert maximum effort, but it never seems sufficient.
And they tell me, but I don't really feel like they love me
Despite being told, I don't genuinely sense love from others.
I know the way I treat myself isn't healthy
I acknowledge that my self-treatment is unhealthy.
I be overwhelmed, I can't help it
I often feel overwhelmed, and it's beyond my control.
I be overwhelmed, I can't help it
Reiteration of the feeling of being overwhelmed.
Look back and smile bout all the shit I did, 2016 I coulda died, I used to wish I did
Reflecting on past challenges and near-death experiences in 2016.
God made a way, all love, I still pray for people that I prayed away
Expressing gratitude for divine intervention and continued prayers for those he pushed away.
Off drugs, I was chasing better days
Transitioning away from drug use in pursuit of better days.
Lost love and lost trust in the same day, I love hard but y'all don't love me the same way
Experiencing loss in both love and trust, feeling unreciprocated love.
Love lost wasn't love in the first place
Realizing that the love lost wasn't genuine from the start.
Came up alone, I talked to God on my worst days
Emerging from challenges alone, finding solace in conversations with God during difficult times.
Already said too much to y'all that wasn't worth saying
Regretting sharing too much with others that wasn't worth saying.
Learn faith and you'll take off, I know all this pain gon' pay off
Encouraging the importance of faith, believing that pain will eventually lead to success.
I'm moving on and I don't need closure
Moving on from the past without the need for closure.
Mind spinning, I'm sipping, I don't be sober, baby that's how I'm living
Engaging in mind-altering substances, living a non-sober lifestyle.
I'm a loner, and thats how its gon' be until its over
Embracing a solitary existence until life concludes.
I work my hardest but it don't never feel like enough
Reiteration of working hard without feeling it's enough.
And they tell me, but I don't really feel like they love me
Reaffirming the lack of genuine love despite being told otherwise.
I know the way I treat myself isn't healthy
Acknowledging the unhealthy self-treatment once again.
I be overwhelmed, I can't help it
Reiteration of feeling overwhelmed, beyond personal control.
I be overwhelmed, I can't help it
Continued expression of overwhelming feelings.
I be overwhelmed, I can't help it
Repeating the sense of being overwhelmed.
I need love, I wonder why I'm chasing shit that I was running from
Expressing a need for love and questioning the pursuit of past issues.
Why every time I tell y'all how I feel, I feel dumb
Feeling dumb after sharing emotions and thoughts with others.
Thats why I don't feel nothing
Choosing to feel nothing as a defense mechanism.
I ain't seen the best yet, and I'm still young
Believing that the best experiences are yet to come despite feeling old.
butI been feeling old as shit
Feeling aged beyond years due to life experiences.
Your pain gon' come from who you love, nobody told me this
Realizing that pain often comes from those one loves, a lesson learned.
And I don't know who really care so I just hold it in
Doubting who truly cares, leading to internalizing emotions.
Cant wait on nobody to help, just play your own position, mind your business
Emphasizing self-reliance, urging others to mind their own affairs.
I find joy in pain, I know its good when it rains sometimes
Finding joy in pain, recognizing its transformative potential.
Enjoy the change, 'cause either way, the day gon' go by
Embracing change, acknowledging that time will pass regardless of circumstances.
I work my hardest but it don't never feel like enough
Reiteration of working hard without a sense of fulfillment.
And they tell me, but I don't really feel like they love me
Reaffirming the lack of genuine love despite external assurances.
I know the way I treat myself isn't healthy
Acknowledging the unhealthy self-treatment once more.
I be overwhelmed, I can't help it
Repeating the feeling of being overwhelmed, emphasizing its involuntary nature.
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