TOO MUCH
Journey Through Shadows: Joe Thunda$torm's Reflections on Love, Struggle, and Redemption
Lyrics
My Mama say I smoke too much, and I just say I know too much
Acknowledging excessive smoking, implying possessing extensive knowledge
I know I'm probably on my phone too much, I think I be feeling old too much
Admitting phone dependency, feeling aged beyond years
I been oversleeping over lunch, I'm sorry that its over, love
Sleeping excessively after lunch, expressing regret over a lost love
I know you love to be right, I know that grass ain't greener but I still hope that its nice
Acknowledging knowledge that certain choices aren't better, yet hoping for a better outcome
And I know I ain't perfect but your ass ain't either we could both be right
Admitting imperfection in oneself and a partner, acknowledging potential simultaneous correctness
(I can't believe I let you close to me twice)
Regret over letting someone close multiple times
I done made some out of none, I'm really my Mama's son
Stating resilience, recognizing traits inherited from mother
I did shit out of love still, despite all my trauma
Doing things out of love despite personal traumas
And I done took all type of dubs, I done took all type of drugs
Experiencing various losses and drug use
I done had to fight before, bitch I love all my problems
Embracing problems as part of life and self-identity
I'm in the wrong too much, I put my feelings in my songs too much
Acknowledging frequent wrong decisions and emotional expression through music
I swear I'm tired of being strong so much, I swear I thought that there was more for us
Expressing exhaustion from being strong and disappointment in unmet expectations
I just hope we didn't go down that road for nothing
Hoping past experiences weren't futile
My back hurt from carrying this baggage
Feeling burdened by emotional baggage
I can't hear no talk about no other rapper that don't affect my status
Disregarding talks about other rappers that don't affect personal success
I can't let no pussy put no fear in my heart I'm still standing
Refusing to be intimidated by romantic involvement
I got all this shit thats on my brain I ain't gon' stress nothing that I can't manage
Refusing unnecessary stress over unmanageable issues
Baby, I can't feel my face, I swear I can't take it, I done lost my way
Expressing emotional numbness and feeling lost
Baby, I can't feel my face, I swear I can't take it, yeah
Reiterating emotional numbness and frustration
My Mama say I smoke too much, and I just say I know too much
Repetition of acknowledging excessive smoking and knowledge
I know I'm probably on my phone too much, I think I be feeling old too much
Repetition of phone dependency and feeling aged
I been oversleeping over lunch, I'm sorry that its over, love
Repeating oversleeping and regret over a lost love
I know you love to be right, I know that grass ain't greener but I still hope that its nice
Reiterating knowledge of potential dissatisfaction despite current relationship
And I know I ain't perfect but your ass ain't either we could both be right
Reaffirming imperfections in both parties in a relationship
My heart hurt from taking all this damage
Feeling emotionally hurt due to accumulated damage
I can't let my guard down, not now, not ever, I know they just gon' take advantage
Refusing to let down guard due to fear of exploitation
All these thoughts on my conscious, I been gettin' so high, I can't find where my mind is
Struggling with overwhelming thoughts and substance-induced confusion
I could take my time, all this shit is perfect timing
Expressing patience in timing for life events
Bitch, don't kill my vibe because I been vibin'
Protecting personal positive state despite external influences
No lesson unlearned, no stone unturned, watch them bridges burn, baby
Emphasizing learning from experiences and cutting ties when necessary
I know this pain hurt but them cribs and chains worth it, i just know this shit gon' work, baby
Believing in enduring pain for material gains, hoping for success
I know this money gon' be good than a motherfucker
Anticipating financial success
Know I could bring all of my brothers 'cause its all love
Expressing loyalty and love for close ones
I ain't never been more hungry than I am right now
Feeling extremely motivated and determined
I could put it on my life, I ain't gon' fall off
Committing to not falter despite challenges
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