Lyrics
Calling but you never answer
Expressing frustration at attempts to communicate without receiving responses.
Im always there thinking after
Reflecting on thoughts that persist after attempted communication.
Wish that I could be there faster
Expressing a desire to be present quickly in a situation or relationship.
Looking back that didn't matter
Looking back and realizing that certain things didn't have significance or impact.
Because you
Transitioning to addressing an unspecified 'you' in the narrative.
You don't know
Asserting that the addressed person lacks understanding or awareness.
How I feel
Expressing that the speaker's emotions are not known by the addressed person.
You don't know
Reiterating the lack of awareness or understanding of the speaker's feelings.
Is this real
Pondering the authenticity of the situation, questioning if it is genuine.
Is this real
Repetition for emphasis on the uncertainty of the reality of the situation.
And you don't know how much I lie
Highlighting the extent of deception or falsehood in the speaker's communication.
Do you still think about those nights
Prompting the addressed person to consider past shared experiences or memories.
And you don't know how much I fight
Emphasizing the internal struggle or conflict the speaker is facing.
I used to think I did you wrong but I did nothing wrong
Clarifying a previous misconception about causing harm in the relationship.
Calling but you never answer
Repeating the frustration of attempting to communicate without receiving responses.
I just got myself no matter
Acknowledging self-reliance and independence in the absence of support.
They might think I just got sadder
Suggesting external perceptions of increased sadness, possibly due to isolation.
Never mind ill tell you after
Postponing the explanation of a situation, indicating it will be shared later.
Because you
Returning to the theme of the addressed person's lack of understanding.
You don't know
Reiterating the absence of knowledge regarding the speaker's emotions.
How I feel
Reiterating the lack of awareness or understanding of the speaker's feelings.
You don't know
Reiterating the uncertainty about the authenticity of the situation.
Is this real
Questioning the reality of the situation and the emotions involved.
Is this real
Repetition for emphasis on the uncertainty of the reality of the situation.
And you don't know how much I lie
Reiterating the extent of deception or falsehood in the speaker's communication.
Do you still think about those nights
Encouraging the addressed person to reflect on shared experiences or memories.
And you don't know how much I fight
Reiterating the internal struggle or conflict the speaker is facing.
I used to think I did you wrong but I did nothing wrong
Clarifying a previous misconception about causing harm in the relationship.
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