Lyrics
You spill like soft wax on the carpet, I can't get you out
You are emotionally impactful, like spilled soft wax on the carpet, and it's challenging to forget you.
I pour myself into your arms outside the dealer's house
I invest myself emotionally while standing outside a drug dealer's house, seeking solace in your embrace.
Keep whispering to me
You continue to communicate intimately with me.
My nose starting to bleed
My stress or anxiety is escalating, indicated by a nosebleed.
How many more nights will it take?
Uncertainty about the duration of our emotional turmoil, questioning how many more nights it will persist.
Head on the leather of the taxi, hate to make you wait
Feeling guilty for making you wait, I rest my head on the taxi's leather seat.
Look out the window for the blue car parked outside your gate
Observing a blue car outside your place, contemplating the meaning of our relationship.
Is this how it's supposed to be?
Questioning if this is the normal course of a relationship.
It doesn't make sense to me
Expressing confusion and disbelief about the current situation.
Pick up the speed and cut the brakes
Suggesting a desire to accelerate the relationship and overcome obstacles.
If there was any difference between us two
Highlighting the similarities between us, acknowledging a struggle to let go.
If I could let you go, then you know I would
If possible, expressing a willingness to move on.
Remember when I said I'd die for you the night the sky drained all the blue?
Recalling a commitment to sacrifice for the other, referencing a significant past event.
But dying would be easier than ever loving you
Conveying that the idea of dying seems easier than enduring the challenges of loving you.
Pulling the weight of conversation like I usually do
Taking on the burden of conversation, possibly indicating an uneven relationship dynamic.
You said you lost yourself, but I lost everything to you
You claim to have lost yourself, but I feel I've lost everything in our relationship.
Kiss me up on the roof
A moment of intimacy on the roof, reaffirming love despite difficulties.
I love you, I swear I do
Expressing love and commitment.
Just try, convince me you're the same
Challenging the other person to prove they haven't changed.
If there was any difference between us two
Reiterating the struggle to differentiate between us and a desire to let go.
If I could let you go, then you know I would
Repeating the willingness to let go if possible.
Remember when I said I'd die for you the night the sky drained all the blue?
Reflecting on a past commitment to sacrifice, emphasizing the difficulty of enduring the relationship.
But dying would be easier than ever loving you
Reiterating that facing death seems easier than continuing to love you.
You spill like soft wax on the carpet, I can't get you out
Repeating the metaphor of emotional spillage, expressing difficulty in forgetting.
How many uppers can you take before it gets you down?
Raising a question about the impact of substance use on emotional well-being.
We're fighting in the street
Engaged in a conflict in the street.
You're everything to me
Affirming the importance of the other person in one's life.
How many more nights will it take?
Repeating the uncertainty about the duration of emotional turmoil.
If there was any difference between us two
Reiterating the struggle to differentiate and a desire to move on.
If I could let you go, then you know I would
Repeating the willingness to let go if possible.
Remember when I said I'd die for you the night the sky drained all the blue?
Recalling a significant past commitment to sacrifice.
But dying would be easier than ever loving you
Emphasizing the difficulty of enduring the relationship.
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