Love, August
Love's Bittersweet Departure: Johanna Pusch's Emotional Unraveling
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I have been so off lately when you talk to me
I have been emotionally distant recently when you communicate with me.
Feels like I'm already leaving but you don't seem to see
It feels like I'm already emotionally detached, but you don't seem to notice.
The mess I have created, so sorry for you love
I acknowledge the mess I've made, and I apologize for the pain it has caused you, my love.
That I couldn't keep it up and now you have to deal with that
I couldn't sustain our relationship, and now you have to cope with the aftermath.
But I have to see myself as someone that deserves my love
I need to recognize myself as someone deserving of my own love.
Please forgive me it feel like it's too much to ask
Please forgive me, even though it feels like it's too much to ask.
You know I love you deep within your soul
You know I love you deeply at the core of your being.
But I have to go and for once be out of control
However, I must go and experience a lack of control for once.
Don't want to hurt you anymore
I don't want to cause you any more pain.
With those feelings that I'm putting you through
I don't want to subject you to the emotions I'm going through.
Darling you need to let me go
Darling, you need to allow me to move on.
We've been growing closer, we've been getting into deep
Our connection has deepened, and we've become emotionally invested.
Daydreaming while I'm awake and I see him in my sleep
I daydream about someone else while awake, and I see him even in my sleep.
For you it's hurtful baby but what if it's something I can't take back
It might be painful for you, but what if I can't undo my actions?
What if you'll be hunting me and it's him that I'll regret
What if you end up pursuing me, and I regret leaving him?
So let me see myself as someone that deserves my love
I need to view myself as someone worthy of my own love.
Please forgive me it feel like it's too much to ask
Please forgive me, even though it feels like an overwhelming request.
You know I love you deep within your soul
You know I love you deeply at the core of your being.
But I have to go and for once be out of control
However, I must go and experience a lack of control for once.
Don't want to hurt you anymore
I don't want to cause you any more pain.
With those feelings that I'm putting you through
I don't want to subject you to the emotions I'm going through.
Darling you need to let me go
Darling, you need to allow me to move on.
Baby, please remember me
Please remember me, baby.
In sweet memory
Hold on to the sweet memories we shared.
And wipe that tear off your eye
Wipe away the tears from your eyes.
You know I just can't see you cry
I can't bear to see you cry.
You know that I will love you for as long as I live
I will love you for as long as I live, but right now, time is all I can offer.
But right now there isn't anything but time that I can give
Currently, I can't provide anything more than time to find myself again.
To feel myself again
To regain my sense of self, I need time.
Will be missing you so much
I will miss you greatly.
Hope we don't fall out of touch
I hope we don't lose contact.
Baby you know we know better
We both know better, so it's not a farewell but a "see you later."
Thats no farewell just see you later
This is not goodbye; we'll meet again.
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