I Can Do Bad All By Myself
Embracing Independence: Unveiling the Depths of Self-Discovery
Lyrics
I'll be the one that'll tell you no
I am the one who will reject your requests or desires.
Can't go anywhere without my say so
You can't make decisions or move without my approval.
Make you go crazy when you're all alone
I can drive you to madness when you are alone.
Make your pretty little heart grow so cold
I can make your once warm and kind heart turn cold.
Tell you all the lies just to keep you alive
I'll feed you lies just to keep you going.
Never know how much that I wanna cry
You don't realize how much I want to cry.
Never had the luck to keep rolling the dice
I've never been fortunate in taking chances.
I should have come over
I should have come to you.
I was in the sky
I was distant, maybe in a higher state of mind.
Didn't know my bitter blood from my bone
I couldn't distinguish my bitter feelings from my essence.
Didn't see all the missed calls on my phone
I didn't notice the missed calls on my phone.
Melting in the pot and turning to stone
I'm metaphorically melting and becoming unresponsive.
Falling asleep with the TV on
I fall asleep with the TV on, maybe avoiding thoughts.
Buying all the shit that I don't need
I buy unnecessary things I don't need.
With the two-day delivery guarantee
Indulging in materialism with quick delivery promises.
Can't let you have before me
I won't let you have anything before me.
By now you can see
At this point, it's evident.
That I can do bad all by myself
I am capable of handling difficulties on my own.
I can fuck up all that I've got left
I can ruin what little I have left.
Take my chances with all of the changes
I'll take risks despite the potential consequences.
I hope I don't scare you when I say this
I hope I don't frighten you when I express this.
Falling deeper into the rabbit hole
I'm falling further into confusion or chaos.
There's so many places that we could go
There are numerous paths we could take.
So much information that I didn't know
Discovering information I was unaware of.
All the shiny things that glitter like gold
All the attractive things that may not be as valuable.
Difficult to cut from the dotted line
It's hard to detach from a committed course.
Easier to act like everything is fine
It's easier to pretend everything is fine.
I don't want anything that ain't mine
I don't desire anything that doesn't belong to me.
I just wanna leave the whole world behind
I just want to escape the world entirely.
Rolling, rolling, rolling until I catch a break
Continuing tirelessly until I find relief.
There ain't a single drug that I wouldn't take
No substance would be rejected to fix the lies.
To rectify the lie and try to shake
Trying to correct the deception and regain control.
Some sense in this brain that I'm trying to make
Attempting to make sense of the thoughts in my mind.
Perpetual motion got me thinking I'm free
I feel like I'm in constant motion, thinking I'm free.
Wheels keep on turning and it's burning me
The wheels keep turning, causing internal turmoil.
To tell you how I feel about the things I see
I want to express my feelings about what I see.
But I don't even have enough air to breathe
But I lack the basic necessities, even air to breathe.
By now you can see
At this point, it's clear.
That I can do bad all by myself
I can handle difficulties on my own.
I can fuck up all that I've got left
I can ruin what little I have left.
Take my chances with all of the changes
I'll take risks despite the potential consequences.
I hope I don't scare you when I say that
I hope I don't frighten you when I express this.
I can do bad all by myself
I can handle difficulties on my own.
I can fuck up all that I've got left
I can ruin what little I have left.
Take my chances with all of the changes
I'll take risks despite the potential consequences.
I hope I don't scare you when I say this
I hope I don't frighten you when I express this.
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