No Paradise
Journey Through Heartbreak: No Paradise Unveiled
Lyrics
I told you once ain't gotta tell me twice
I've been informed once, no need for repetition
Loving me is no paradise
Loving me doesn't bring happiness or joy
You stuck around and now you see
You stayed with me and now realize the darkness within
The devil that's living inside of me
There's a malevolent force within me
Now you're gone like a train on a one way track
You've departed abruptly, like a train on a one-way journey
Ain't no amount of begging gonna get you back
No amount of pleading will reconcile us
Every damn night I drink myself to sleep
Every night, I drown my sorrows in alcohol
Tears me up inside but you can't fix me
It hurts, but you can't heal or mend me
I been walking the streets like a stray
I wander the streets aimlessly
Heard from a friend you was doing OK
Heard from a friend that you're doing well
I'd be lying if I said that's what I wanna hear
If I say I'm happy for you, it would be a lie
What I needed to think was you were drowning in your tears
I needed to believe you were suffering too
Now you're gone like a train on a one way track
You've left, like a train with no return
Still can't believe I couldn't get you back
Still can't accept that I couldn't win you back
Ain't no amount of pills gonna help me sleep
No amount of medication eases my insomnia
Curse the morning light, curse this pain in me
Regret the morning light and the pain within
But I, yes I will learn to survive
Despite everything, I will learn to survive
And I will learn
Committing to learning
Yes I will learn to get by
Acknowledging the need to move on and cope
And I will learn
Reiterating the determination to learn and adapt
Yes I will learn to survive
Emphasizing the survival in this challenging paradise
In this paradise
Reflecting on the contradictory nature of the situation
Yeah
Expression of acknowledgment or agreement
The most precious thing is time
Time is the most valuable and irreplaceable thing
The most precious thing is time
Reiteration of the significance of time
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