kinda dumb
Navigating Life's Gray: Jonah the Sinner's Reflections
Lyrics
I cant pretend to be the one not fucking up
I cannot pretend to be someone who is not making mistakes.
And honestly this life is really not as fun
Honestly, this life is not as enjoyable as I initially thought.
As I thought it would be everything is kinda dumb
Everything in life seems somewhat foolish or unfulfilling.
See all the shit I kept inside all came out at once
All the emotions and issues I kept inside have surfaced all at once.
And everything I learn only really makes me numb
Learning new things only seems to desensitize me, making me emotionally numb.
I'm showing up to functions without even giving fucks
I attend social events without caring or showing much interest.
And everyone is everyone yeah it kind of sucks
Dealing with people feels monotonous; it's not particularly enjoyable.
But I can't stand another day without getting love
I cannot endure another day without receiving love.
Getting love, getting love, getting love
Emphasizing the desire for love through repetition.
Getting love, getting love, getting love
-Getting love, getting love, getting love
-But honestly I can't stop me from fucking up (Getting love, getting love, getting love)
Despite the desire for love, I acknowledge that I can't prevent myself from making mistakes.
No
Reiteration of inability to stop making mistakes.
Everything is gray
Everything appears dull or lacking vibrancy.
To my eyes
Expressing a desire for someone to stay close.
I just want someone to stay
Yearning for companionship.
By my side
Expressing the hope for someone to care and love.
Is it really too much to ask for
Questioning if it's too much to ask for such basic emotional needs.
Someone to care and to love for
Expressing a willingness to do anything for love.
I swear
Reaffirming the willingness to make sacrifices for love.
I would do anything
Repetition of the willingness to do anything for love.
Anything at all
-I cant pretend to be the one not fucking up
Repetition of the earlier verses, emphasizing the recurring struggles and desires.
And honestly this life is really not as fun
-As I thought it would be everything is kinda dumb
-See all the shit I kept inside all came out at once
-And everything I learn only really makes me numb
-I'm showing up to functions without even giving fucks
-And everyone is everyone yeah it kind of sucks
-But I can't stand another day without getting love
-Getting love, getting love, getting love
-Getting love, getting love, getting love
-Getting love, getting love, getting love
-But honestly I can't stop me from fucking up (Getting love, getting love, getting love)
-No
Reiteration of the inability to stop making mistakes, closing the song.
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