I Love You as Much as I Hate Myself
Torn Between Desires: A Melodic Struggle of Love and Self-Worth
Lyrics
Break my heart and shattered too
Expressing vulnerability; breaking the speaker's heart and causing emotional devastation.
Like broken bones like it's bad news
Comparing emotional pain to physical injuries, emphasizing the severity of the situation.
There is no chance i'd fall apart
Asserting resilience, claiming not to fall apart despite the emotional challenges.
I understand it'd rip my heart
Acknowledging the understanding that expressing feelings could be emotionally taxing.
I have no clue, what do I do
Expressing confusion and uncertainty about how to handle the emotional turmoil.
When all I can is think of you
Indicating obsessive thoughts about the person, making it difficult to focus on anything else.
I hope that this would never end
Expressing a desire for the current positive state of emotions to continue.
But we're just friends I can't let you know
Revealing the internal struggle of keeping romantic feelings hidden to maintain the friendship.
To see you out with someone else
Imagining the pain of seeing the person of interest with someone else, emphasizing loneliness.
Would break my heart, i'm by myself
Stating that witnessing the person with someone else would intensify the speaker's emotional pain.
Cause no one treats me like you do
Highlighting the uniqueness of the way the person treats the speaker.
But I don't think I can tell you
Expressing difficulty in confessing romantic feelings to the person.
Call my name, you're way too kind
Inviting the person to call the speaker's name, appreciating their kindness.
You put your hand right over mine
Describing a physical connection and closeness with the person.
You grab my arm and I grab yours
Recalling moments of physical touch and wondering about the other person's feelings.
Though I enjoy, Is this your chore?
Raising a question about whether the physical connection is reciprocal or feels like a duty.
I have no clue, what do I do
Reiterating the pervasive thoughts about the person, struggling with the intense emotions.
When all I can is think of you
Continuing to grapple with obsessive thoughts about the person.
I hope that this would never end
Expressing a wish for the positive emotions to persist despite the complicated situation.
But we're just friends I can't let you know
Reiterating the internal conflict of concealing romantic feelings for the sake of friendship.
To see you out with someone else
Anticipating the emotional pain of seeing the person with someone else.
Would break my heart, i'm by myself
Emphasizing the emotional struggle and loneliness if the person is not available.
Cause no one treats me like you do
Highlighting the uniqueness of the way the person treats the speaker, reiterating difficulty in confessing feelings.
But I don't think I can tell you
Expressing hesitation and uncertainty about confessing romantic feelings.
How can you love someone who
Pondering the challenge of loving someone perceived as superior.
Is just so much better than you
Expressing a sense of inadequacy compared to the person of interest.
I need to hold you right beside
Expressing a desire to be close to the person and to see their eyes.
Beside my heart to see your eyes
Describing the importance of physical proximity to the speaker's emotions.
To see you out there by yourself
Expressing discomfort at the idea of the person being alone or with someone else.
Or anyone who's not myself
Rejecting the idea of the person being with anyone other than the speaker.
Would tear my heart, would tear to shreds
Emphasizing the extreme emotional pain and devastation of not being with the person.
Would burn a hold inside my head
Describing the mental and emotional impact of not having the person around.
To not have you right by my side
Expressing the importance of having the person by the speaker's side.
And not have me trying to hide
Conveying a sense of shame or embarrassment without the person's presence.
Would feel so good, would feel so right
Speculating that being with the person would feel right and bring emotional satisfaction.
I think that I would feel alright
Expressing a hopeful outlook if the speaker could be with the person.
Your eyes they capture me so quick
Highlighting the captivating effect of the person's eyes on the speaker.
I feel so ill, I feel so sick
Expressing a negative physical and emotional response to the intense attraction.
Till I wake up, and you're not there
Expressing a sense of longing and disappointment upon waking up without the person.
To kiss my cheek, play with my hair
Describing the absence of the person and the desire for affectionate gestures.
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