Lyrics
It was brought to my attention that I might not be happy
Realization that happiness may be elusive or lacking.
Didn't think that it was that deep
Underestimated the depth of the situation.
Last month feels like last week
Time seems to pass quickly, blurring recent memories.
Close my eyes but I still can't sleep
Struggling with insomnia or restlessness.
Wow, it's time to juggle bags from town to town
Engaging in a busy and perhaps overwhelming lifestyle.
Try to get away when the sun go down
Attempting to escape problems when the day ends.
Ain't nobody notice if I make no sounds
Feeling unnoticed or unheard by others.
Lost in my head till I can't get found
Feeling mentally lost and unable to find oneself.
So who are you to judge never walking in my steps?
Challenging others' judgment as they haven't walked in one's shoes.
I got the type of appetite that never do digest
Having an insatiable appetite or desire that never satisfies.
I look into the mirror and wonder what could come next
Reflecting on the uncertainty of the future.
I'm packing up my bags I get away when the sun sets
Deciding to leave and seek solace when the day ends.
Down, down, down, down
Expressing a sense of descent or emotional low.
Down, down, down
-Down, down, down, down
-Down, down
-Huh, well look at me
Observing oneself and the passage of time.
It's another year passed I ain't where I wanna be
Frustration with unmet goals and aspirations.
And my reflection ain't something I wanna see
Discontent with one's own reflection and self-image.
For the first time I wonder if I'm happy
Questioning personal happiness due to external pressures.
Cuz the pressure on my back is a lot to hold up
Feeling burdened by responsibilities and expectations.
Stress in my stomach think I might throw up
Experiencing stress and physical discomfort.
I thought that it'd be different when I finally grow up
Realizing adulthood isn't as fulfilling as anticipated.
Now I'm grown up, happiness has yet to show up
Despite being grown up, happiness remains elusive.
But I smile and I grin, I cheer when I win
Pretending to be happy despite inner struggles.
And I got pictures on my wall that pin
Celebrating achievements, but with a sense of emptiness.
But I look at the pics, I don't know what I see
Uncertainty and confusion when reflecting on life.
For the first time I wonder if I'm happy
Questioning happiness for the first time.
It was brought to my attention that I might not be happy
Reiteration of the initial realization about potential unhappiness.
Didn't think that it was that deep
Repeating the underestimation of the situation's depth.
Last month feels like last week
Reiteration of time passing quickly.
Close my eyes but I still can't sleep
Continued struggle with sleep and restlessness.
Wow, it's time to juggle bags from town to town
Repeating the theme of a hectic and transient lifestyle.
Try to get away when the sun go down
Continued attempt to escape daily challenges.
Ain't nobody notice if I make no sounds
Feeling unnoticed or unheard, emphasizing isolation.
Lost in my head till I can't get found
Continued sense of being mentally lost and unable to find direction.
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