FREAK
Embracing the Shadows: Jordan Fiction's 'FREAK' Unveiled
Lyrics
I wore my heart on my sleeve
I openly expressed my emotions and vulnerabilities.
It made me bitter to say the least
Sharing my feelings left me feeling resentful.
I had some friends I would keep
I used to have close friends whom I valued.
Now I just dare them to leave
Now, I challenge them to leave, indicating a change in my attitude.
I'm a monster to everyone I love
I feel like a monster, causing harm to those I care about.
I'm a monster to everyone I love
-I am just a freak
I acknowledge that I am different, an outsider or eccentric.
(Don't try to understand)
-I am just a freak
I emphasize my uniqueness, discouraging attempts to understand or connect with me.
(Don't try to take my hand)
-I'll lead you down a twisted road
I invite others into a dark and unsettling path, away from normalcy.
A place where sanity won't go
-I am just a freak
Reiteration of being a 'freak,' emphasizing non-conformity.
Where there were windows, there are doors
Changes in perspective or perception; doors replacing windows symbolize a shift or transformation.
You twist my words and you're unsure
Communication is distorted, leading to confusion and uncertainty.
Of what you heard
-For the longest, I've been clouded
Long-standing confusion or obscurity, contemplating its simplicity.
But it's easy, think about it
-Leave first, don't get hurt
Suggesting a defensive strategy of leaving before getting emotionally hurt.
I'm a monster to everyone I love
Reiteration of being harmful to loved ones, a self-aware acknowledgment.
I'm a monster to everyone I love
-I am just a freak
Emphasizing the difficulty of understanding the singer's peculiar nature.
(Don't try to understand)
-I am just a freak
Warning against attempting to connect with the singer, rejecting help or support.
(Don't try to take my hand)
-I'll lead you down a twisted road
Leading others into a mentally unsettling and unconventional path.
A place where sanity won't go
-I am just a freak
Reiteration of being a 'freak,' emphasizing non-conformity.
I am just a freak
Continued emphasis on the singer's unique and unconventional identity.
I am just a freak
-Don't touch me
A strong rejection of physical contact, maintaining distance.
I'll lead you down a twisted road
Repeating the invitation to a twisted path where sanity is abandoned.
A place where sanity won't go
-I am just a freak
Final reminder not to attempt understanding, leaving the meaning open-ended.
(Don't try to under-)
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