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Honestly I'm really glad you never hit me up at all
Honestly, I'm relieved that you never contacted me.
When i look back I see that every time we talked I felt so small
Reflecting on our conversations, I always felt diminished.
Wish I could think about the better times to help my mental health
I wish I could focus on positive memories for my well-being.
I'd sell my soul if it meant I could go and save my younger self
I would sacrifice a lot to go back and save my younger self.
But I don't have
The energy to dwell on that
I lack the emotional energy to dwell on the past.
See I can't believe that
I find it hard to believe that you would say hurtful things.
You would say something like that I think that
I suspect it's better if I distance myself from you.
It's best that
It's probably best for me to stay away from you.
I just stay far away from you
To maintain my current path in life.
To continue what I do
To continue pursuing my goals.
And do it best
To excel and do my best.
And get you off my chest
To release the burden of thoughts about you from my mind.
It takes some time to see but things are even better than before
Over time, I've come to realize that things are better without you.
I don't even need a reason to go AWOL anymore
I don't need a specific reason to go absent without leave (AWOL) anymore.
Suffering around so many people starts to take its toll
The pain of being around people has taken its toll on me.
It doesn't take a lot to show that you're the one to start the war
It doesn't require much to see that you are the one causing conflict.
But I don't have
The energy to dwell on that
I lack the emotional energy to dwell on past grievances.
See I can't believe that
I find it hard to believe that you would say hurtful things.
You would say something like that
I think that
I suspect it's better if I distance myself from you.
It's best that
It's probably best for me to stay away from you.
I just stay far away from you
To maintain my current path in life.
To continue what I do
To continue pursuing my goals.
And do it best
To excel and do my best.
And get you off my chest
To release the burden of thoughts about you from my mind.
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