Forgettable
Selfish Love: A Tale of Heartbreak and Independence
Lyrics
I told you I was sorry from the start
I apologized from the beginning
I really didn't mean to break your heart
Unintentionally broke your heart
It wasn't intentional
No malicious intent
You're just to forgettable for me
Consider you forgettable
I'm not the kind of girl that wants to date
Not interested in dating
'Cause last time I was left with all the weight
Past experience left emotional burden
I don't wanna carry
Don't want the emotional burden
And now loves kinda scary for me
Love is frightening now
I left your love in the dark
Left your love in the dark
There wasn't ever a spark for me
No emotional connection
Ive got you locked up in these chains
Metaphorical chains keeping the person
I know you're going insane but I don't have explaining to do do do
No need to explain the situation
Inside all I feel is shame
Feel shame internally
I'm the only one to blame
Taking responsibility for the situation
But I can't help it
Can't help being selfish
I'm just too selfish
Self-centered nature
I'd rather be alone with all my thoughts
Prefer solitude with thoughts
'Cause dealing with emotions is a lot
Emotions are challenging
A whole other person
Fearful of a different version of self
I'm scared of that version of me
Scared of the emotional side
As soon as I get stressed out I will break
May break under stress
I don't know how much of that I can take
Uncertain about handling stress
And I'm just not ready
Not ready for emotional commitment
Because loves really scary for me
Love is scary
I left our love in the dark
Left love in the dark
There wasn't ever a spark for me
No spark in the relationship
Ive got you locked up in these chains
Metaphorical chains persist
I know you're going insane but I don't have explaining to do do do
No need for further explanation
Inside all I feel is shame
Internal shame remains
I'm the only one to blame
Taking sole responsibility
But I can't help it
Unable to change selfish nature
I'm just too selfish
Continued self-centeredness
It's not your fault that you got attached
No blame on the other for attachment
I told you from the start it won't last for us
Warned from the start about the relationship's duration
I'm not that kinda girl you should trust
Untrustworthy in relationships
Cause I'll only leave your heart in the dust
Leaves relationships with emotional damage
Ive got you locked up in these chains
Metaphorical chains persist again
I know you're going insane but I don't have explaining to do do do
No need for additional explanation
Inside all I feel is shame
Internal shame persists
I'm the only one to blame
Accepts full blame
But I can't help it
Can't help being selfish
I'm just too selfish right now
Current selfish state
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