friday at 3am
Lost in the Depths: Friday Night Reflections at 3AM
Lyrics
It's 2AM and I'm still scrolling
Expressing being awake and engaged on the internet at 2 AM.
I've wasted without me even really knowing
Feeling that time has been wasted unconsciously.
I go to sleep my eyes tired it's really showing
Going to sleep with visibly tired eyes.
I wake up it feels like I'm really floating
Waking up with a sensation of weightlessness or detachment.
Oh Oh Oh
Repeating "Oh Oh Oh" possibly indicating distress or emotional turmoil.
I'm lost in the ocean
Feeling lost, possibly in life's challenges (metaphorically an ocean).
Oh Oh Oh
Going through routine actions without real engagement or purpose.
I'm going through the motions
Expressing a plea for divine assistance in a broken state.
Oh Oh Oh
Repeating the plea for help, emphasizing a sense of being stuck.
God please help I'm broken
Expressing a desire for divine intervention in a state of emotional fracture.
Oh Oh Oh
Repeating the call for divine help, this time emphasizing feeling frozen.
God please help I'm frozen
Suggesting a feeling of helplessness and hopelessness.
Nothings going your way
Describing a situation where nothing is going as planned.
You shoulda screamed for help or prayed
Reflecting on missed opportunities to seek assistance or guidance.
You shoulda hit them up
Advising to reach out to others for support.
But you're going to the deep end
Metaphorically diving into deep emotional troubles.
Drowning in your home
Describing a feeling of being overwhelmed and suffocated.
Yeah look at the time you spent
Reflecting on the time spent on personal struggles.
Friday nights I'm up going crazy
Expressing a sense of restlessness and chaos on Friday nights.
3am I don't know what's happening
Feeling disoriented and uncertain at 3 AM.
All these thoughts are really goin kill me
Conveying the weight of overwhelming thoughts.
I don't know of what to do
Expressing confusion and a lack of direction.
Ignoring all my friends
Isolating oneself from friends and external support.
Thinking I can make it end
Contemplating ending a challenging situation alone.
I was really failing them
Acknowledging personal failure and its impact on others.
Have to tell them how i've been
Recognizing the need to communicate personal struggles to friends.
Friday nights I'm up going crazy
Reiterating the sense of chaos and distress on Friday nights.
3AM I don't know what's happening
Repeating the disorientation and confusion at 3 AM.
Feels like I'm not worth it no
Feeling unworthy and facing self-doubt.
Feel conviction at church ya know
Experiencing a sense of guilt or remorse in a church setting.
Some say you learn and have to go
Reflecting on the learning process and the need to move forward.
But I need God before I know
Expressing a dependence on faith and God for guidance.
Look up Look up
Encouraging to look up, possibly referring to seeking spiritual guidance.
That's what he says
Quoting a message emphasizing the availability of help and redemption.
He freely died on the cross
Describing the sacrificial act of Jesus to cleanse sins.
So he could wash our sins
Reiterating the cleansing nature of Jesus's sacrifice.
He still there
Affirming the continuous presence and care of God.
He's not done with you
Asserting that personal development is an ongoing process.
Keep pushing forward
Motivating to persevere and move forward.
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