Pissed
Melancholic Reflections: Jpaulished's Journey Through Heartbreak
Lyrics
Scared of losing so I quit
Expressing fear of losing and choosing to quit.
Oh my god I'm such a bitch
Self-criticism, acknowledging vulnerability.
Lost my girlfriend now I'm pissed
Feeling angry or annoyed after losing a girlfriend.
How the fuck did I do this?
Reflecting on a mistake and questioning how it happened.
Shoot and every time I miss
Using shooting as a metaphor for attempting something and failing.
Ain't got a check on my list
No achievements on a personal checklist.
Ain't got Patek on my wrist
Not owning a luxury Patek watch.
Music is flopping like fish
Describing a lack of success in music, comparing it to a fish flopping.
Scared of losing so I quit
Repetition of lines 1-8, emphasizing the emotions and situations.
Oh my god I'm such a bitch
-Lost my girlfriend now I'm pissed
-How the fuck did I do this?
-Shoot and every time I miss
-Ain't got a check on my list
-Ain't got Patek on my wrist
-Music is flopping like fish
-Thought I was god but I ain't
Realization of not being as powerful or successful as thought.
Going so soft in the paint
Showing vulnerability or weakness, particularly in a creative endeavor.
It's embarrassing
Feeling ashamed or humiliated.
Ain't no flame I got no kerosene
No passion or inspiration, lacking the fuel to ignite success.
Met that wanna marry me, Woah
Mentioning someone interested in marriage, causing fear or hesitation.
That shit made me way too scared
Declining a proposal, expressing relief at the decision.
I said no, rightfully so
-I didn't think this is how my life would just go
Surprise at the unexpected direction of life at the age of 24.
At Twenty-Four, All alone
Feeling lonely and isolated at the age of 24.
Thought I'd be out there killing on the road
Frustration at not achieving success while on the road.
Oh my god
Expressing disbelief at the current life situation.
This is not where I thought I'd be
-Thinking what she really thought of me
Reflecting on what someone thinks about the speaker.
Cause she really broke the heart of me
Feeling heartbroken due to a past relationship.
Left my crying like four months
Describing a period of intense sadness and emotional recovery.
So long the weather warmed up
-Now I couldn't give like four fucks
-Working hard like Daddy Warbucks
Working hard, drawing a comparison to the wealthy character Daddy Warbucks.
Yeah, This is
Indicating a shift in the narrative or focus.
One of those songs for the bitches
Describing a negative attitude towards relationships and breakups.
Treat you like gift wrap on Christmas
-Crumple you up when they finished
-Bye, bye they blowing you kisses
-They ain't never gonna come back
Expressing finality in a relationship, indicating no return.
You ain't never gonna unpack
Deciding to leave behind problems and move forward.
All the problems so you subtract
-She ain't shit, That's a fun fact
Dismissing the significance of the ex-girlfriend.
Bingo, She used to like when I'd sing slow
Recalling a time when singing was appreciated by the ex-girlfriend.
Now I flipping her the middle finger
Expressing disrespect or defiance towards the ex-girlfriend.
When I see her rolling down the window
Ignoring the ex-girlfriend by giving a rude gesture.
So long like a Limo
Comparing the end of the relationship to a long limousine.
No more bending backwards for you bitch
Refusing to make sacrifices or put extra effort into the relationship.
Girl you stupid like forty-six
Criticizing the ex-girlfriend as foolish or unintelligent.
And this ain't no fucking limbo
Rejecting the idea of going back to a difficult or uncertain situation.
Scared of losing so I quit
Repetition of lines 1-8, reinforcing the themes of fear and failure.
Oh my god I'm such a bitch
-Lost my girlfriend now I'm pissed
-How the fuck did I do this?
-Shoot and every time I miss
-Ain't got a check on my list
-Ain't got Patek on my wrist
-Music is flopping like fish
-Scared of losing so I quit
Repetition of lines 1-8, emphasizing the persistent emotions and situations.
Oh my god I'm such a bitch
-Lost my girlfriend now I'm pissed
-How the fuck did I do this?
-Shoot and every time I miss
-Ain't got a check on my list
-Ain't got Patek on my wrist
-Music is flopping like fish
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