What If I

Battling Shadows: JPenn's Emotional Journey of Self-Redemption
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Lyrics

How do I push myself through this

Expressing a struggle to overcome a challenge.

It's lonely hanging on the edge

Feeling isolated while dealing with difficulties.

Day at a time I can do this

Taking things one day at a time, facing challenges gradually.

There's a light at the end, they said

Being told that there is hope and positivity in the future.

What if I can't wait that long

Expressing impatience about waiting for positive changes.

To start seeing the light

Desiring to see positive changes sooner rather than later.

My head's barely above the surface

Struggling to stay afloat, both mentally and emotionally.

And I'm fighting for my life

Fighting vigorously for one's survival and well-being.

What if I

Pondering a hypothetical scenario.

Let myself slip under the surface

Considering the possibility of succumbing to challenges.

So messed up, feel I almost deserve it

Feeling a sense of self-blame or unworthiness.

It's been a painful road

Reflecting on a difficult and painful journey.

Endless nights, all the fights in my head

Experiencing persistent internal struggles and conflicts.

Keep spinning around

Feeling disoriented and caught in a cycle of challenges.

It's me versus me

Highlighting an internal conflict between different aspects of oneself.

And we're going all 12 rounds

Metaphorically depicting a prolonged and intense internal battle.

Yeah

Expressing the intensity of the internal struggle.

What if I

Presenting an alternative outcome or possibility.

Finally got myself back

Achieving a positive transformation or recovery.

So sick of the struggle

Fed up with the ongoing challenges and difficulties.

Tired of living in the past

Expressing a desire to move forward and leave the past behind.

What if I can't wait that long

Reiterating impatience for positive changes.

To start seeing the light

Desiring to see positive changes sooner rather than later (repeated).

My head's barely above the surface

Struggling to stay afloat, both mentally and emotionally (repeated).

And I'm fighting for my life

Fighting vigorously for one's survival and well-being (repeated).

What if I

Pondering a hypothetical scenario (repeated).

How do I push myself through this

Expressing a struggle to overcome a challenge (repeated).

It's lonely hanging on the edge

Feeling isolated while dealing with difficulties (repeated).

Day at a time I can do this

Taking things one day at a time, facing challenges gradually (repeated).

There's a light at the end, they said

Being told that there is hope and positivity in the future (repeated).

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