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I'm not okay
I am not emotionally well or stable
I won't be fine
I will not recover or be okay
Broke through my brain
Emotional pain has penetrated my mind
Straight through my spine
The pain has affected me deeply, reaching my spine
I close my eyes
I shut my eyes, possibly to escape reality
And see these lines
I visualize emotional scars or struggles
There Sticking
These emotional scars are persisting
Pulling on me
The scars are exerting force on me
Wait up
A request to pause or wait
Broken lonely
Feeling shattered and alone
Cannot feel again
Unable to experience emotions
Cut off
Disconnected or isolated
From all this love
Separated from the love that existed before
That we were livin in
We lived in a love that now seems lost
Always
Consistently
Said forever
Expressed commitment for eternity
But it ends again
Despite promises, it has come to an end
My brain
My mind is broken due to heartache
Is broke from heartache
This pain started when our relationship began
Born when we began
Since the inception of our connection
Fallin
Falling emotionally
I keep fallin
I am continuously falling
I thought that we were all in
I believed we were fully committed
But now you never callin
Now you no longer communicate with me
You love the way you feelin
You enjoy the emotional state you are in
Even if its me you killin
Even if it means hurting me
I sit and think and what inffin
I contemplate and wonder endlessly
Is there regrets in decisions
Are there regrets in the choices made?
The pain when your bodies missin
The pain of your absence
A nightmare in this dimension
A nightmarish experience in this reality
At first I thought you were trippin
Initially, I thought you were mistaken
The day you created distance
The day you distanced yourself from me
Wait up
A repetition of the request to wait
Broken lonely
Feeling shattered and alone
Cannot feel again
Unable to experience emotions
Cut off
Disconnected or isolated
From all this love
Separated from the love that existed before
That we were livin in
We lived in a love that now seems lost
Always
Consistently
Said forever
Expressed commitment for eternity
But it ends again
Despite promises, it has come to an end
My brain
My mind is broken due to heartache
Is broke from heartache
This pain started when our relationship began
Born when we began
Since the inception of our connection
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