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She say that she love me, that’s how she feel, but lately this love aint been feelin real, i ask my girl what’s the deal, she givin jesus the wheel, she put me back in the field,
She expresses love, but the recent experience of love feels insincere. She has handed control to a higher power (Jesus), putting the speaker back in a challenging situation.
Why, why you gotta lie, why you gotta hide all them feelings you got inside, why you out here givin attention other guys, why you take away the only thing i felt was mine
The speaker questions the partner's honesty, wondering why they conceal their true feelings, give attention to others, and take away the speaker's sense of ownership in the relationship.
And everytime I lay my head down, ya my baby aint nowhere to be found,
Despite expressing love, the partner is emotionally distant, and when the speaker seeks comfort, they are nowhere to be found.
And everytime I say I love you now, you say it back but I don’t like the way it sound, and baby I just wanna make you proud, you knock me down but I get back up off the ground, swimmin in my thoughts I’m boutta drown when I’m alone and aint nobody else around
The partner reciprocates love, but the speaker is dissatisfied with the response. The speaker wants to make the partner proud, despite facing challenges and feeling isolated when alone.
White Maybach we never crash, when I see the bag do like sonic and the dash, bitch bad feel like big papi she call me dad, left me in the past, just moving forward no looking back,
Describes a luxurious lifestyle symbolized by a Maybach car. The speaker emphasizes moving forward and not dwelling on the past, particularly a past relationship.
Foot on the clutch and I hit the gas, this life like a movie my squad the cast, you give your 2 cents but nobody asked, don’t get caught up in a trance from the way that them diamonds dance
Uses car metaphors to describe life. The speaker highlights the value of their own perspective, cautioning against getting captivated by external influences like flashy possessions.
She say that she love me that’s how she feel, but lately this love aint been feelin real, i don’t cover up the pain with them pills, i keep it real, makin music showing yall how feel, don’t need no deal
Repeats the theme of love feeling unreal lately. The speaker rejects numbing the pain with pills, choosing instead to express themselves through music without the need for a record deal.
And everytime I lay my head down, ya my baby aint nowhere to be found,
Reiterates the absence of the partner when needed and the dissatisfaction with the partner's response to expressions of love.
And everytime I say I love you now, you say it back but I don’t like the way it sound, and baby I just wanna make you proud, you knock me down but I get back up off the ground, swimmin in my thoughts I’m boutta drown when I’m alone and aint nobody else around
Expresses resilience in the face of challenges, a desire to make the partner proud, and the difficulty of being alone with overwhelming thoughts.
And this the only time I feel like I’m me, I really stick to myself just need some music and weed, you tried to keep all them secrets thought you was being discrete, I turn the pain into Gucci’s upon my mofuckin feet,
The speaker finds solace in solitude, relying on music and weed. Reflects on the partner's failed attempt at secrecy and transforming pain into luxury.
Why you out here lying to me, when you the only one that I need
The speaker confronts the partner about dishonesty and questions why lies are told when the partner is the only one needed.
You know I really aint just trying to fight, i need us right, you know I see you in my head as my wife, want this for life, yeah
The speaker expresses a desire for a harmonious relationship, envisioning the partner as a lifelong companion.
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