jealous
Emotional Turmoil: Struggling to Preserve Love Amidst Insecurities
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Everything I did said you'd leave in the past
Expressing regret about past actions that were predicted to lead to a breakup.
But now I'm getting the notion you don't want it to last
Sensing a change in the partner's attitude, questioning the commitment to the relationship.
Was it something I did or was it all my emotions
Wondering if personal actions or emotions caused the relationship issues.
That you never would help with cuz you thought I was hopeless
Feeling abandoned emotionally, partner didn't support during challenging times.
It feels like I'm always jealous of past times where we weren't so reckless
Expressing jealousy towards past times when the relationship was less impulsive.
Time and time again I manage
Acknowledging a pattern of making mistakes despite efforts.
To mess up something great I'm damaged
Admitting to causing damage to something good repeatedly.
I met a dime piece that's down to ride til' one of us die
Meeting an attractive person, but doubting their loyalty due to past experiences.
Never mind that's only what she do for other guys
Expressing distrust, believing the partner is disloyal with others.
Baby I would give the world for you you won't do the same
Willingness to make sacrifices for the partner, questioning reciprocity.
Can you tell me what I do why do I deserve the pain
Seeking understanding of why pain is deserved in the relationship.
On and off is all I ever had because of you
Describing an on-and-off relationship dynamic influenced by the partner.
Yeah you made me soft then left me with an attitude
Blaming the partner for making the speaker emotionally vulnerable.
I can't believe you joined in with my haters
Expressing disbelief as the partner sides with detractors.
Used to say I was the greatest
Recalling a time when the partner praised the speaker but now speaks negatively.
Now you say I'm doing better than you
Noting the partner's change in perspective regarding the speaker's success.
Well congratulations
Sarcastically congratulating the partner on the perceived improvement in the speaker's life.
Everything I did said you'd leave in the past
Repeating the earlier regret about actions predicting a breakup.
But now I'm getting the notion you don't want it to last
Reiterating doubts about the partner's commitment to the relationship.
Was it something I did or was it all my emotions
Questioning whether personal emotions were a barrier to mutual understanding.
That you never would help with cuz you thought I was hopeless
Highlighting the lack of support from the partner during emotional struggles.
It feels like I'm always jealous of past times where we weren't so reckless
Expressing persistent jealousy towards a more stable past in the relationship.
Time and time again I manage
Acknowledging a recurring pattern of damaging positive aspects in life.
To mess up something great I'm damaged
Reflecting on personal difficulties in maintaining positive relationships.
Why's it feel like when I find someone they gotta break the news
Expressing frustration at partners leaving without clear explanations.
That they leaving but they never tell me what it is I do
Feeling confused about the reasons behind repeated relationship failures.
I want love like in the movies never get what I want
Desiring a romantic relationship akin to idealized portrayals in movies.
I should've known you were a problem when you showed up in Laurent
Noticing potential issues early on, referencing a luxury brand (Laurent).
Rich girl status telling me what she wants gets a bit dramatic
Describing a wealthy partner with demanding expectations and dramatic tendencies.
Saying that I'm damaged and I'm just only average
Responding to accusations of being damaged and feeling inadequate.
You caused some havoc
Attributing chaos in life to the actions and influence of the partner.
When I say I love you it's a bit sarcastic
Using sarcasm to express doubt and insincerity when declaring love.
Everything I did said you'd leave in the past
Repeating the regret about actions leading to anticipated breakups.
But now I'm getting the notion you don't want it to last
Reiterating doubts about the partner's commitment to the relationship.
Was it something I did or was it all my emotions
Revisiting the question of personal emotions hindering relationship progress.
That you never would help with cuz you thought I was hopeless
Emphasizing the lack of support from the partner during emotional struggles.
It feels like I'm always jealous of past times where we weren't so reckless
Expressing persistent jealousy towards a more stable past in the relationship.
Time and time again I manage
Acknowledging a recurring pattern of damaging positive aspects in life.
To mess up something great I'm damaged
Reflecting on personal difficulties in maintaining positive relationships.
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