Lyrics
It only hurts me when I'm awake
Experiencing pain only when conscious or awake.
It seems to die with dreaming
The pain seems to fade away when dreaming, suggesting a temporary escape.
And there's only so much that I can fake
Expressing difficulty in pretending or concealing emotions.
When my whole life's careening down
Facing a life that is spiraling out of control or in a state of chaos.
I will not die
Declaring a determination to survive and not succumb to challenges.
It only kills me 'cause I'm alive
Highlighting the emotional toll of being alive in difficult circumstances.
And living this disaster
Referring to life as a disaster, implying a significant struggle or hardship.
And it's all I can do now to survive
Expressing the effort required just to stay alive in the face of adversity.
I live to beat my master down
Expressing a desire to overcome and defy challenges or obstacles.
I will not die
Reiterating the resolve to survive and not succumb to difficulties.
Down I will not die
Emphasizing the determination to endure and not surrender to challenges.
When I'm well, I long to be
Expressing a longing to be well or healthy, particularly in the context of love.
Only in love with you
Desiring to be exclusively in love with someone special.
But I guess I'll never be whole
Acknowledging a sense of incompleteness and the impossibility of achieving wholeness.
And you know it's true
Affirming the truth of the previous statement about incompleteness.
It does not stop me that we all die
Accepting the inevitability of death and its lack of hindrance.
I know this trip's to slaughter
Recognizing life's journey as potentially leading to a destructive end.
But if only I could let me cry
Expressing a desire to release emotions and cry, possibly for healing.
I feel the healing water roll down
Experiencing a sense of healing, symbolized by the flow of water.
I will not die
Reiterating the determination to survive and endure challenges.
Down I will not die
Emphasizing the refusal to succumb to difficulties.
Down I will not die
Repeating the strong commitment to overcoming challenges and surviving.
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