Nights Like These
Echoes of Longing: Julian Lopez's Emotional Journey in 'Nights Like These'
Lyrics
I forget
I experience forgetfulness
All the things you said
Memories of your words escape me
When you're sitting there
When you're present in that space
On my bed frame
Seated on my bed frame
And you got that visible feeling
You convey a noticeable emotion
You're depending on me again
Relying on me once more
All the pieces
Fragments of your face
Of your face when
When I envision it
I imagine it
Are absent
Are missing
Causing distress
And it's driving me insane
Uncertainty and frustration arise
I don't know what to do again
Feeling lost, unsure of what to do
I'll watch myself for you
Observing myself for your sake
I'll only do it if you ask me to
Performing actions upon your request
I'll play my guitar for you
Playing my guitar for you
I'll only do it if you ask me to
Doing so only if you desire
Lately I'm growing tired of running
Experiencing weariness in chasing
After things I'm missing
Pursuits of what I lack
And where even are
Questioning your whereabouts
You when I'm dying
When I'm desperate for support
To clear my mind of this shit
Seeking clarity amidst chaos
Hang with Jane so fuck this
Choosing to spend time with Jane instead
And where even are
Wondering where you are
You when I put my head
When I bury my head
Between my knees and think
Contemplating deeply
"Do you ever have nights like these?"
Reflecting on nights like these
So separated from my sense of self
Feeling disconnected from my identity
And the shit you keep up on bookshelf
Noticing the things on your bookshelf
Seeing you reminds me
Your presence triggers memories
You make me think of things I shouldn't
Thinking of inappropriate things
Seeing you is blinding
Your sight is overwhelming
Should've told you by now but I couldn't
Should have confessed but hesitated
Seeing you reminds me
Your presence evokes memories
You make me think of things I shouldn't
Thinking of inappropriate things
Seeing you is blinding
Your sight is overwhelming
You've made me by now but I couldn't
Should have confessed by now but couldn't
I'll watch myself for you
Observing myself for your sake
I'm not in the mood if you're not too
Not in the mood if you're not as well
I'll play my guitar for you
Playing my guitar for you
I'll only do it if you ask me to
Doing so only if you ask
Lately I'm growing tired of running
Experiencing weariness in chasing
After things I'm missing
Pursuits of what I lack
And where even are
Questioning your whereabouts
You when I'm dying
When I'm desperate for support
To clear my mind of this shit
Seeking clarity amidst chaos
Hang with Jane so fuck this
Choosing to spend time with Jane instead
And where even are
Wondering where you are
You when I put my head
When I bury my head
Between my knees and think
Contemplating deeply
"Do you ever have nights like these?"
Reflecting on nights like these
So separated from my sense of self
Feeling disconnected from my identity
And the shit you keep up on bookshelf
Noticing the things on your bookshelf
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