H.A.T.E
Breaking the Chains: Julien Havoc's Raw Confession in 'H.A.T.E'
Lyrics
I don’t feel right in my skin.
I feel uncomfortable or unsettled in my own identity.
But then again, I never really did.
Throughout my life, I have never truly felt at ease with myself.
I play a character to keep myself sane!
I adopt a persona to maintain my mental well-being.
Cause I hate my guts, no matter how hard I try!
I harbor self-hatred despite my efforts to change.
I’m down on my luck cause of all my lies!
I face unfortunate circumstances due to the consequences of my dishonesty.
I know, I did it to myself.
I acknowledge that the difficulties I'm facing are a result of my own actions.
But if I knew how, I’d pull myself out of this hell.
If I knew how, I would find a way to escape this miserable situation.
I’m getting tired of faking this.
I am becoming weary of pretending and putting on a facade.
It’s killing me to see myself slip.
Witnessing my own decline is causing great emotional pain.
I wanna break out, and throw it all away!
I desire to break free from my current state and abandon everything.
Cause I hate my guts, no matter how hard I try!
Despite my efforts, I still detest myself.
I’m down on my luck cause of all my lies!
The consequences of my lies have led to unfortunate circumstances.
I know, I did it to myself.
I take responsibility for the situation I find myself in.
But if I knew how, I’d pull myself out of this hell.
If I had the knowledge, I would find a way to escape my current suffering.
Now for trauma!
Introduction of a new theme: Trauma.
Level up!
An expression of intensification or progression related to trauma.
Cause I hate my guts, no matter how hard I try!
Reiteration of self-hatred despite sincere efforts to change.
I’m down on my luck cause of all my lies!
The repercussions of my lies continue to affect my luck negatively.
I know, I did it to myself.
Acceptance of personal responsibility for the current situation.
But if I knew how, I’d pull myself out of this hell...
If possible, I would find a way to escape the current distressing situation.
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