damnthatscrazy
Eternal Struggle: Julius Dolls' Damnthatscrazy Unveils the Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
I hated myself recently
The speaker has recently experienced self-hatred.
Kind of shit that normally
Refers to a challenging situation that would typically be left behind.
I would just leave behind
Expressing a desire to move on from difficult experiences.
Felt that for eternity
The feeling of enduring hardship for an extended period.
But everything is still so sweet
Despite difficulties, life still has positive aspects.
We both know who I really am
Recognition of one's true self.
I could swear to God you're perfect
The speaker views someone as perfect, perhaps romantically.
You're like a god and not a person
Comparing the person to a god, emphasizing their extraordinary qualities.
If you could show me the inside
Expressing a desire to understand someone deeply.
Of everything I've wanted, I've needed
The speaker yearns to explore and comprehend their own desires and needs.
I'd die
An intense statement suggesting a willingness to sacrifice for understanding.
You could drown me in your lavish, swimming in your gentle
Imagery of drowning in luxury and enjoying someone's gentleness.
If you could show me the inside
Continuing the desire for deep understanding, focusing on emotions.
Of everything I'm feeling, I'm floating
Feeling weightless and emotionally detached.
Flat line
Suggesting a flatline, perhaps indicating emotional numbness.
You got me in your lavish,
Reiterating the sensation of floating and being immersed in luxury.
I'm floating
Emphasizing the feeling of floating and weightlessness.
Stop trying to hold us both down, did you find me on your own
Encouraging the person not to hinder both individuals; questioning how they met.
Realized like an hour ago, why I love the high so much
Realization of the pleasure derived from highs or intense experiences.
Been crying from trying so hard
Expressing difficulty and emotional strain through tears.
I'm craving the worst things
Expressing a craving for negative experiences.
What's better really isn't far
Suggesting that what seems worse might actually be better.
I'm taller in your dreams, in your dreams she said
A statement about appearing more significant in someone's dreams.
In all I give my health
Giving away one's well-being or health.
Because it's hard not to tell
Difficulty in hiding the truth about one's condition.
When it's been enough, who could know
Uncertainty about when the hardship becomes unbearable; seeking understanding.
I hope I know
Expressing hope for self-awareness and understanding.
Erase all the pain, we relay
Desiring to eliminate emotional pain and starting anew.
Elate all the fate in my brain
Expressing a desire to elevate or improve one's fate.
I could betroth the truth
Committing to truthfulness in a relationship.
I know you know
Assuming the other person is aware of the speaker's feelings.
I see your face
Acknowledging the presence of the person, possibly in memory.
I pray you'll change
Expressing a desire for the person to change or evolve.
I feel your pain
Feeling the pain of the other person.
I pray you'll change
Reiterating the hope for positive change in the other person.
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