want to want to want to
Embracing Change: Journey to Self-Love and Liberation
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I've spent so long wanting to want
I have spent a significant amount of time desiring the capacity to desire.
To want to want something good
Desiring the ability to desire something positive or beneficial.
All along I think I've wanted to want to want something I should
Throughout, I believe I have wanted to develop the inclination to desire something that I ought to want.
And it's fine if we don't align
It's acceptable if our preferences or goals don't align.
Because I'm finally changing my childish mind
Undergoing a transformation in my immature mindset.
I think I think, I'm starting to think that something good should be mine
I sense a growing realization that something beneficial should belong to me.
And I love being alive
Expressing love for the experience of being alive.
I say in the mirror three times
Repeating affirmations in front of the mirror to start the day positively.
In the morning, smile so wide
Wearing a wide smile in the morning.
Stretch out my tired body alright
Physically stretching to alleviate fatigue.
And I try to be gentle with my state, it's mental
Striving to handle my mental state gently.
Try to change, I'm not static but damn, it feels like I'm well on my way
Attempting change, feeling like progress is being made but facing internal challenges.
Self aware, but unchanging
Being self-aware but struggling with a lack of significant change.
Unblock your number, staying
Deciding to block someone's contact while maintaining a standstill.
I don't want to want to want to want you anymore
No longer desiring to desire you.
But there's something keeping me from closing that door
Feeling an obstacle preventing me from completely closing the emotional door.
I don't want to want you
Expressing a lack of desire for you.
But i have to have you
However, feeling compelled to need you.
(I'll prove to myself that i can love someone else, someone else
(Committing to prove to myself that I can love someone else, emphasizing a desire for personal growth and independence.
Prove to myself that i can think about something)
Continuing the commitment to prove that I can focus on something other than you.)
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