Lyrics
I buzzed my hair on the 12th of March
I shaved my head on the 12th of March.
To feel more apart from all my feelings, to stop getting high and staring at ceilings
To emotionally distance myself, avoiding getting high and staring at ceilings.
What a god damn joke
Expressing frustration or disbelief, possibly about a situation.
Cause now I'm all apart
Feeling emotionally fragmented now.
What'd they tell you about leaving in the dark, man?
Questioning advice about leaving in difficult situations.
Self confidence down low to your apartment
Low self-confidence extending to the living space.
I changed too late, that's my fault
Regretting a delayed change and taking responsibility for it.
Now I'm all fine all on my own
Now feeling fine and self-sufficient.
Baggy jeans, cheap necklace
Wearing loose jeans and an inexpensive necklace.
Can't scream put it all in my setlist
Channeling emotions into a setlist, possibly music.
(I like that, that's cool)
Positive response to a previous statement.
And when I call you up (Call you up)
Referring to a phone call.
You just want me to shut the hell up (Shut up)
Feeling the pressure to be silent in the conversation.
You just want me to fuck up my lungs
Pressure to harm oneself, possibly through substance abuse.
It's okay, I get it, not apart of your setlist anymore
Acceptance of being excluded from someone's plans.
I fucked up a bit treating you, yeah, the way that I did
Regret for mistreating someone in a past relationship.
Calling names, I was a dumbass kid
Admitting to name-calling and immature behavior.
Not okay, I accept it, not the same kid I was before
Acknowledging mistakes and personal growth.
Baggy jeans, cheap necklace
Repetition of clothing description, emphasizing a sense of identity.
Can't scream put it all in my setlist
Continuing to express emotions through a setlist.
(Hello?)
Interrupted dialogue or thought.
Baggy jeans, cheap necklace
Repetition of clothing as a reminder of emotional detachment.
You don't care
Indifference or lack of concern from someone else.
Now you're gone, history
Reflecting on a past relationship as history.
Our love will always be a mystery
The enduring mystery of a past love.
Gotta let go, misery
Letting go of misery associated with the past.
I guess we were never meant to be
Realizing the relationship wasn't meant to be.
Oh, meant to be
Reiteration of the realization of a failed relationship.
(Call me back)
Requesting a call back, possibly seeking closure.
Meant to be
Repeating the idea of a failed relationship.
And I know I'll find Gwen eventually, she'll smell like love and listerine
Expressing hope of finding a new, positive love (Gwen).
I know my patiences the best of me
Confidence in patience as a virtue.
And she won't leave without a warning, say goodbye some random morning
Anticipating a future breakup with a warning.
Won't break my heart, break my heart
Emphasizing resilience and not allowing heartbreak.
Comment