Lyrics
Staring at the ceiling and I'm staring at the wall now
Reflecting on my surroundings, feeling stuck and overwhelmed
Wishing your were here saying it's was my fault now
Longing for your presence, acknowledging responsibility
Forgetting all the lies that we were fucking dealing with
Trying to forget the challenges and deceit in our relationship
Leaving it in the past is making me really sick
Struggling to move on from the past, causing emotional distress
Fuck you I hate you I miss you a lot
Expressing a mix of emotions: anger, hatred, and deep longing
Tried to cover it with the Prada I bought
Attempting to mask pain with material possessions (Prada)
I can't even get you out of my head
Unable to stop thinking about you, affecting my daily life
That's why i chose to lay in my bed
Choosing isolation, staying in bed as a coping mechanism
Remember all the memories we went through and shared
Recalling shared memories, cherishing the moments we had
Taking my fingers to go through your hair
Nostalgically imagining running fingers through your hair
The smile on your face is what made me stare
Being captivated by the happiness seen in your smile
It was that time that I called us a pair
Remembering a significant moment when we felt like a perfect pair
Wish you knew what all of this meant to me
Wishing you understood the depth of my feelings and connection
It was safe to say that this wasn't meant to be
Acknowledging that our relationship wasn't destined to last
You were the only one I wanted to be called mine
Expressing regret that you were the only one I truly desired
Stepping out the front door and all became a memory
Exiting a significant moment, realizing it has become a memory
I fell heavily
Experiencing a profound emotional fall or setback
Somebody come get her
A reference to seeking help, possibly from others
It was just a memory
Reiterating that what remains is just a memory
Somebody come get her
Seeking assistance or support due to a heavy emotional burden
I fell heavily
Expressing a deep emotional fall or setback once again
Somebody come get her
Calling for help and emphasizing that it's related to a memory
It was just a memory
Reiterating that the distress is linked to a specific memory
It was just a memory
Emphasizing that the emotional pain is solely a memory now
With the same energy
Suggesting that the emotional intensity remains unchanged
Shots in the dark
Metaphorically referencing uncertainty and danger (shots in the dark)
Now my life in jeopardy
Indicating that life is now at risk due to the emotional turmoil
Call you every night and I don't get a call back
Expressing frustration at not receiving responses to calls
Posting your mans and thinking that your all that
Observing you boast about your current relationship
Posted with the clique in a all black mayback
Being present with a group, possibly trying to fit in
I can hear your voice in my head please call back
Hearing your voice in my thoughts, longing for communication
I fell heavily
Repeating the experience of a deep emotional fall
Somebody come get her
Calling for assistance, emphasizing it's tied to a memory
It was just a memory
Highlighting that the pain is rooted in a past memory
Somebody come get her
Expressing another emotional fall, seeking help
I fell heavily
Reiterating the plea for assistance in dealing with the past
Somebody come get her
Calling for support, emphasizing it's connected to a memory
It was just a memory
Stating once more that the distress is solely a memory now
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