Harder Than I Pretend
Unveiling Emotions: Harder Than I Pretend by Just Jinjer
Lyrics
Inside my every being
Deeply ingrained within my essence or core
Churning every thought I know
Causing turmoil in every thought I possess
But I'm stuttering over it
Experiencing difficulty expressing myself
And it begins to show
And my struggle becomes evident to others
Deeper than consciousness
Beyond awareness or perception
More than any self control
Greater than any ability to regulate
But I shudder internally
I am trembling inwardly
Somethings are meant to be
Some aspects are destined to happen
I'm falling harder than I pretend
I am experiencing a stronger emotional impact than I let others see
I'm choking on every no I know
I'm struggling with rejecting opportunities or options
And no one else comprehends
Others around me cannot fully understand
These feelings that I show
These emotions I am displaying
I'm sensing everything
I am perceiving or feeling everything intensely
All the things I thought I knew
All the beliefs or ideas I previously held
But I'm telling you, I'm falling harder than I pretend
I am concealing the depth of my emotional involvement
I'm choking on every no I know
I'm struggling to reject opportunities or options
And no one else comprehends
Others around me cannot fully comprehend
These feelings that I show
These emotions I am displaying
I don't know why I pretend
I am unsure why I am hiding my true feelings
I'm falling harder than I pretend
I am experiencing a stronger emotional impact than I let others see
I'm choking on every no I know
I'm struggling with rejecting opportunities or options
And no one else comprehends
Others around me cannot fully understand
These feelings that I show
These emotions I am displaying
Oh no, I'm falling harder than I pretend
I am experiencing a stronger emotional impact than I let others see
I'm choking on every no I know
I'm struggling with rejecting opportunities or options
Oh and no one else comprehends
Others around me cannot fully comprehend
These feelings that I show
These emotions I am displaying
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