Trying
Embracing Imperfection: A Journey Through Self-Discovery
Lyrics
Guess I'll try to mend this
Expressing the intention to try and repair a situation.
I spent last night reflecting
Reflecting on the events of the previous night.
I spent my time inside my head
Spending time in introspection.
This is my depression Revealing my intentions
Acknowledging and revealing personal struggles with depression.
Shielding my affections instead
Using defenses to hide true emotions and feelings.
But I don't wanna leave
Expressing a reluctance to leave a difficult situation.
When it's getting hard to breathe
Feeling overwhelmed and struggling to breathe in the current circumstances.
So tell me who to be
Seeking guidance on how to behave or present oneself.
And I can give you what you need
Offering to provide what is needed in the relationship.
And I don't wanna fight
Expressing a desire to avoid conflict.
I just want you here tonight
Desiring the presence of a loved one.
So look into my eyes
Inviting scrutiny and openness by looking into one's eyes.
And tell me what you find
Requesting insight and understanding from the other person.
So witness me trying
Committing to the act of trying.
Trying to be perfect
Striving for perfection in an attempt to improve.
Cause I feel like I'm dying When I'm feeling like I'm worthless
Expressing a sense of inner turmoil and worthlessness.
I'm always fucking trying
Acknowledging persistent efforts despite challenges.
I think that's what my curse is
Suggesting that constant effort may be perceived as a personal curse.
But I feel like I'm dying So tell me where the hearse is
Reiterating feelings of inner turmoil and a desire for resolution.
I don't wanna end this
Expressing a reluctance to end the relationship.
I've left you so defenseless
Acknowledging the vulnerability of the other person.
Let's just talk this out instead
Suggesting open communication as an alternative to ending things.
Start a new beginning
Proposing a fresh start or a new beginning.
Make believe we're winning
Fantasizing about a positive outcome and success.
I don't mind pretending instead
Being open to pretending or imagining positive scenarios.
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