Lyrics
We been going steady a year
We have been in a committed relationship for a year.
And you don't want me to disappear
You desire my continued presence and don't want me to leave.
I promised you I won't
I promised you that I won't leave, but I'm currently unhappy.
But I'm so unhappy here
Despite my promise, my emotional state is difficult in our relationship.
The only light is your love
Your love is the only source of brightness in my life.
My trust so fucked up
My trust has been damaged or betrayed.
Cancer almost took my life
I faced a life-threatening situation due to cancer.
And it's like everyone was rooting for me to die
It felt like everyone wanted me to die during that challenging time.
I was traumatized as a child
I experienced trauma during my childhood.
I don't quite know what love is
I am uncertain about the true nature of love.
I'm grateful you show me
I appreciate that you are helping me understand what love is.
What love is
Gratitude for experiencing genuine love.
And
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I hope your love is real
I hope that your love is authentic.
I hope your love is real
Reiteration of the hope for genuine love.
I hope your love is real
Continued expression of the desire for authentic love.
If it's not Ima kill
If it's not, I may resort to extreme measures, possibly metaphorical.
Any chances of love in the future
I may eliminate any prospects of love in the future.
I don't want to hurt in the future
Avoiding emotional pain in future relationships is a priority.
I just want to be loved
A strong desire to experience love.
Always
The longing for constant and enduring love.
Ever after baby
Expressing a desire for a lasting love, akin to "happily ever after."
Even after death
Commitment to love even beyond death.
Ima still love you
Continued declaration of love despite life's challenges.
To the future
Looking forward to love in the future.
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