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Feel like I'm 20 going 35
Expressing a sense of feeling older than one's age, possibly due to life experiences.
Maybe I'm more like I'm 16 every time I cry
Suggesting vulnerability and emotional regression when faced with challenges.
Stay in lying when they say that time flies by
Doubting the common belief that time passes quickly, emphasizing a sense of stagnation.
Seems like I'll be crying til the day that I die
Anticipating ongoing emotional struggles that may persist until death.
And why does life it always feel this way?
Questioning the persistent and challenging nature of life.
It's never ending and they say that it'll go away
Expressing skepticism about the assurance that difficult times will eventually fade.
Maybe I just haven't learned how to live
Reflecting on a potential lack of knowledge or skill in navigating life.
Maybe I just never will
Considering the possibility of never mastering the art of living.
Why do I feel this way? (I don't know)
Pondering the reasons behind emotional struggles without clear answers.
Cos if I did I'd probably feel at home
Suggesting that understanding one's emotions could lead to a sense of belonging.
Down on this earth yeah we all alone (yeah we all alone, yeah we all alone)
Highlighting a shared sense of loneliness and isolation on Earth.
9 times out of 10 I don't feel at home
Often feeling out of place, possibly indicating a recurring sense of discomfort.
I'd rather be all alone
Expressing a preference for solitude despite the discomfort of loneliness.
Even though I'm all alone
Acknowledging the reality of being alone despite personal feelings about it.
And I know it's contradicting
Recognizing the internal conflict and inconsistency in emotions.
I don't need you to believe me
Asserting independence, stating that belief in personal feelings is not necessary.
But the way I feel inside my head
Describing a complex emotional state that may not be easily understood by others.
Has got me feeling tipsy
Feeling emotionally unsteady or intoxicated due to internal struggles.
You can all go try and fix me
Rejecting external attempts to change or "fix" one's emotional state.
But it's gonna stay within me
Asserting the persistence of internal struggles despite external interventions.
For as long as I am breathing
Linking emotional struggles with the ongoing act of living.
It's the nature of me living
Reflecting on the inherent nature of experiencing life with its challenges.
And I'm asking you'll forgive me
Seeking forgiveness for potential negative behavior resulting from internal struggles.
If I'm always being shitty
Acknowledging occasional negative behavior as a consequence of internal struggles.
But sometimes it's all that I got
Recognizing that, at times, negative behavior is the only coping mechanism available.
And I'm wondering
Pondering the reasons behind persistent emotional struggles.
Why do I feel this way? (I don't know)
Reiterating the confusion surrounding emotional struggles without clear answers.
Cos if I did I'd probably feel at home
Suggesting that understanding one's emotions could lead to a sense of belonging.
Down on this earth yeah we all alone (yeah we all alone, yeah we all alone)
Highlighting a shared sense of loneliness and isolation on Earth.
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