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I'm so tired of second guessing myself
I am exhausted from constantly doubting myself.
Had to reevaluate you know check on my health
I had to reassess and take care of my well-being.
Cuz 2020 was a mess in itself
2020 was chaotic, and it affected me personally.
And all my plans went out the window in a flash I know you felt what I felt
My plans were disrupted abruptly, and you empathized with my feelings.
It's all apart of the process I was still in the gym
Experiencing challenges is part of the growth process; I was still working on self-improvement.
Lost my passion for music had to feel it again
I lost my enthusiasm for music but had to rediscover it.
But now I'm back bitch and willing to win
Now, I'm determined to succeed and make a comeback.
Moving cautious like I'm walking with a drink that was filled to the brim
I proceed cautiously, aware of potential risks, like walking with a full drink.
I've been on the phone with family just to make sure that they making ends
I prioritize checking in with family to ensure their well-being.
Older that I get the less concerned I am bout making friends
As I age, I care less about forming new friendships.
That's just the way that it goes and I ain't famous you know
Life unfolds as it does, and I'm not a celebrity, but this is my journey, and you can witness it.
But this my life and you can stay for the show
My life, my rules – you can choose to stay and watch.
No room for incompetence building up the confidence
No tolerance for incompetence; I'm building confidence.
Tell my story vivid like you watching through an Oculus
I narrate my story vividly, like you're observing through a virtual reality device.
From submarines to a rocket ship
From humble beginnings to significant achievements.
Can't do Semi Pro I don't play for the Tropics Flint
I don't settle for mediocrity; I aim high in my pursuits.
Nah I I treat the game like an architect
I approach the game with precision, like an architect.
If you don't understand I don't blame you it's hard to get
Understanding my perspective might be challenging for others.
Standing in the rain ice cold with my garments wet
In difficult times, I stand firm, resilient despite challenges.
Cuz when it rains it pours let the pain keep your heart in check
Adversity strengthens; let pain remind you to stay grounded.
You see I'm here for the marathon
I'm in it for the long haul, committed to the journey.
It's clear I carry on it's clear what Jerry's on
Continuing despite obstacles; it's evident I'm inspired by Jerry.
My aura is very strong they say that time will tell
My presence exudes strength, and time will reveal my true worth.
I've waited very long for it to bubble up like Dom Perignon
I've waited patiently for success, akin to the bubbling of Dom Perignon champagne.
Don't hit me now boy that ship sailed
If you didn't support me before, it's too late now.
2021 shit shoutout to MixwelH
Giving credit to MixwelH for the beat, acknowledging collaboration.
He got me on the beat I turn around write the script well
I swiftly translate ideas into lyrics, showcasing my writing skills.
The way I'm sliding on it's like a car when it fishtails
I move effortlessly, like a car skidding on the road.
I'll tell you this is not for beginners as I hop out the Sprinter
My journey is not for novices; I step out of the Sprinter van, asserting my uniqueness.
They can not copy my style bitch this is not like a printer
My style is incomparable; it can't be replicated like a printer.
Always talk to myself cuz I love talking to winners
I engage in self-talk because I identify as a winner.
Started fucking with lames and watch your pockets get thinner
Associating with mediocre individuals leads to financial decline.
You think you popping all of a sudden then poof it's like magic
Fame is fleeting; one moment you're popular, and then it vanishes like magic.
Watch your fans disappear it's proof it just happens
Your fanbase may disappear, demonstrating the transient nature of success.
It's like everything you say and you do it's not matching
Authenticity matters; actions and words should align.
Claim you always making some moves it's just cappin'
Claiming to be making moves doesn't mean you're genuinely progressing.
They say what goes around always comes around
Karma is a force; what you do comes back around.
See I've been coming up but I always hold it down
I'm ascending, but I remain grounded and true to my roots.
They say what goes around always comes around
Karma's cycle repeats, but I consistently stay true to myself.
See I've been coming up but I always hold it down
Despite challenges, I remain steadfast and reliable.
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