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Last week nearly lost my mind how’d I get so far behind
Feeling overwhelmed and behind in life, questioning the reason for the situation.
Miss when mama lied to me told me things would all be fine
Missing the comforting falsehoods or assurances provided by someone close.
This place ain’t no fairytale no surprise they want me dead
Realization that life isn't a fairy tale and the acknowledgment of threats to personal safety.
Maybe I’m just overthinking doggie told me hold my head
Possibly overthinking things but advised to stay strong by someone.
My thoughts my thoughts they wandering
A reflection on the wandering nature of thoughts, which don't contribute to personal progress.
They don’t even pay me rent
Thoughts take up mental space without offering any tangible benefit.
Sit and live inside my head to kick them out they gave me meds
Medication is used to manage intrusive thoughts, although it doesn't resolve the underlying issues.
That shit ain’t gon' fix me up put me down then pick me up
Frustration with temporary fixes that don't address the root problem.
Think I’m on my 7th drink bartender please fill my cup
Seeking solace or escape through drinking to cope with difficulties.
Living this lifestyle wear me out put it on wax so they hear me out
Expressing exhaustion from a lifestyle, hoping to be heard through music.
Some gon' love what I made for them
Acknowledging that some will appreciate the efforts made for them.
Other people gonna try to tear me down
Expectation of criticism or opposition from others despite efforts.
Build me up break me down love me once
Experiencing cycles of support and opposition, feeling emotionally drained.
Hate me now in too deep can’t save me now
Feeling trapped and beyond help in a challenging situation.
Stuck inside this crazy town
Sense of being stuck in a chaotic and unpredictable environment.
Friday night it comes and goes I wake up take a Tylenol
Using substances to cope with stress and its aftermath.
Drank more than I should have ain’t no half stepping when I’m involved
Engaging fully without reservations in situations, even when excessive.
You ain’t answer I just called that’s my fault nah I've been off
Admitting personal fault for miscommunication or mistakes due to personal issues.
It ain’t always easy to admit it fuck it I've been lost
Admitting to feeling lost but finding it difficult to acknowledge.
Try to piece together what you don’t know
Trying to understand or piece together unknown aspects of life or situations.
Fell a little short but you were so close
Feeling close to understanding something elusive but falling short.
You don’t see the world keeps changing
Repetition emphasizing the obliviousness to the world's changes and the lack of personal growth.
World keeps changing, world keeps changing
-But you don’t grow
-Try to piece together what you don’t know
-Sick of hearing maybe and I hope so
-You don’t see the world keeps changing
-World keeps changing, world keeps changing
-But you don’t grow
-It’d be nice if we all just made it I’ve seen light in the darkest places
Expressing hope for success and positivity, acknowledging the difficulty in maintaining it.
I try hard to make the energy rise that type of feeling is all contagious
-That type of feeling is all I need all I know all I see
-Hoping things just all blow over that’s the only time that life’s a breeze
-More bad news that’s all I read more sad news is all I see
Overwhelmed by negative news and events, feeling a sense of helplessness.
Open up my Twitter page another one gone and its RIP RIP RIP
-I just wanna shine like the star I be
Desiring recognition and success but acknowledging internal struggles that hinder progress.
Only thing that slows me down is all that shit inside of me
Feeling overwhelmed by expectations and interactions, struggling to keep up.
Everybody’s trying me fuck that shit man I can’t keep up
-Hold me down don’t hold me up acting like you know me bruh
-listened to my intuition itching to get out of here
Desiring to follow personal intuition and desires rather than being driven by fear.
Make decisions based on what I wanna do not out of fear
-I know it ain’t easy I know the world keep on changing
Acceptance of the changing world but frustration with continuous complaints and lack of action.
But why you keep on complaining ain’t much time remaining
-You ain’t gotta listen just saying I know the world keep on changing
-But why you keep on complaining ain’t much time remaining so you
-Try to piece together what you don’t know
Repeated emphasis on the unawareness of personal growth amidst the changing world.
Fell a little short but you were so close
-You don’t see the world keeps changing
-World keeps changing, world keeps changing
-But you don’t grow
-Try to piece together what you don’t know
-Sick of hearing maybe and I hope so
-You don’t see the world keeps changing
-World keeps changing, world keeps changing
-But you don’t grow
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