Almost Called You
Heartache Echoes: Almost Called You
Lyrics
All of these butterflies turned into bad feelings
All the positive feelings I had have turned into negative emotions.
Things I loved about you turned into my reasons for leaving
Qualities or aspects I admired about you became reasons for me to end the relationship.
You're not the same man I knew and I'm pretty different to you
You have changed, and so have I. We're no longer the same people we used to be.
I'm never like this but some nights, some nights
Usually, I'm not in this state, but on some nights, I feel differently.
Got too fucked up and almost called you
I was in a vulnerable state and nearly contacted you.
Thinking like one more time and then I'll block you
Considering reaching out one last time before cutting off communication.
Ain't that what I always say
Reflecting on a pattern of behavior where I make similar declarations.
Then I'll learn the harder way
Realizing the need to learn from the tougher consequences of my actions.
And you'll leave, I'll beg you to stay thinking why'd I do that again?
Anticipating your departure, regretting my actions, and pleading for you to stay, questioning why I repeat this cycle.
Thinking back to the night I almost called you
Recalling the specific night when I almost contacted you.
Might just run away and leave you here
Considering leaving the relationship and abandoning you.
You've done it many times so I do not care
Indifferent towards your actions since you've left multiple times.
You can tell your friends whatever you like
Indicating that you can twist the truth to your friends as you wish.
you know it was you who started this fight
Acknowledging that the conflict originated from your actions.
Just like the night I almost called you
Similar to a previous occasion when I nearly contacted you.
I'm never like this but some nights
Reiterating the atypical behavior experienced on certain nights.
Got too fucked up then almost called you
Being in an intoxicated state and almost reaching out to you.
Thinking like one more time and then I'll block you
Considering one final attempt before severing ties.
Ain't that what I always say
Reflecting on the habitual nature of making such decisions.
Then I'll learn the harder way
Understanding the necessity to face the consequences of my actions.
And you'll leave, I'll beg you to stay thinking why'd I do that again
Expecting you to leave, regretting my actions, and pleading for you to stay, questioning why I repeat this cycle.
Thinking back to the night I almost called you
Recalling the specific night when I almost contacted you.
Thinking why'd I always stay
Questioning why I consistently choose to remain in this situation.
Why'd it have to be this way
Expressing frustration at the circumstances that led to this situation.
Thinking back to the night I almost called you
Recalling the specific night when I almost contacted you.
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