Rinse, Repeat
Finding Resolve: Navigating Doubt and Defeat in Rinse, Repeat by Karl Ficarotta
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I'm sitting here
I am currently in a contemplative state.
Staring out
I am gazing into the distance.
And I can't find
I am struggling to identify where my enthusiasm has gone.
Where my passion went
Expressing a sense of lost passion or purpose.
I'm wrestling with my doubt
I am grappling with my uncertainties.
That I won't survive
Fearing that I may not endure a challenging situation.
If I can't just find myself
The quest to rediscover my true self is crucial for survival.
And I can feel
Sensing emotions or experiences.
My resolve quickly leave
My determination is fading rapidly.
I am swallowed by my defeat
I am overwhelmed by my failure.
My confidence is by deceit
My self-assurance has been undermined.
Oh, wash away
An appeal to cleanse and start anew.
Rinse and repeat
Repetition of the desire for renewal.
Suddenly
A sudden emergence of the world around me.
The world comes out
I am exhausted by consistently lagging behind.
And I'm so tired
An expression of weariness.
Of always being stuck behind
Feeling consistently stuck or stagnant.
And as I step in the light
Stepping into visibility brings discomfort.
It burns my eyes
The exposure to light is overwhelming.
And I just fall back inside
Retreating from the challenges presented by visibility.
And I can feel
Experiencing emotions or sensations.
My resolve quickly leave
My determination is dissipating.
I am swallowed by my defeat
I am engulfed by my failures.
My confidence is by deceit
Self-confidence is eroded by deception.
Oh, wash away
Repetition of the plea for purification.
Rinse and repeat
Repeating the desire to start anew.
Will I ever find myself
Pondering if I will ever rediscover my true self.
Will I ever find myself
Reiteration of the uncertainty about self-discovery.
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