Lyrics
I say I love you
Expressing love verbally is challenging for me.
With my eyes so I don't have to
I convey my love through my eyes instead.
Cuz it's too soon
It's too early to say "I love you" outright.
And I'd embarrass myself like I do
Fear of embarrassing myself is holding me back.
But the truth is
Despite my reservations, I admit I wouldn't mind having a child with you.
I wouldn't mind having your baby
Expressing a desire for a deeper commitment.
But we'd owe the hospital until we get old
Acknowledging potential challenges, like financial burden.
Well I know that I'm not everything you deserve
I recognize that I may fall short of meeting all your expectations.
And I cannot promise that this isn't going to hurt
Warning about the possibility of causing emotional pain.
Lately I've been feeling like a curse
Feeling like a burden or source of trouble recently.
But I do not think that it could get any worse
Despite challenges, I don't believe the situation can worsen.
I'm getting de va vu 'cause I always have dreams
Experiencing déjà vu with recurring dreams, possibly symbolic.
I'm in a car crash
Dreaming of a car crash, a distressing or chaotic event.
This is not what I meant by a dream come true
The reality doesn't align with the dream's positive expectations.
But I was hanging on by a thread
I was barely holding on, possibly to the relationship.
And I cut it so nobody else could
Choosing to end a connection to protect others.
I know that I'm not everything you deserve
Reiterating the acknowledgment of personal shortcomings.
And I cannot promise that this isn't going to hurt
Repeating the warning about potential emotional pain.
Lately I've been feeling like a curse
Continuing to feel like a burden or source of trouble.
But I do not think that it could get any worse
Despite challenges, the situation is not expected to worsen.
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