Killing Time
Suffocating in Deceptive Love
Lyrics
I swear you fit my heart
I feel a deep connection with you; you occupy my heart.
Just like a tourniquet
Similar to a tourniquet stopping blood flow, you have a binding effect on me.
I didn't notice it then
I didn't realize it at first.
But I was choking
I was unaware that I was suffocating or struggling.
Couldn't breathe
I couldn't breathe, indicating emotional difficulty or distress.
You couldn't stop this from bleeding out
You couldn't prevent the emotional pain from surfacing.
Baby
An affectionate term, possibly addressing the person causing the emotional turmoil.
Filters on photographs
Enhancements in pictures can't repair the damage to your troubled mind.
Could never fix your fractured mind
Your mind is broken or damaged.
You're just stuck in the past
You're stuck dwelling on past experiences.
You still believe in every lie
You believe in falsehoods or deception.
Cause it was made by your design
The lies are a product of your own creation or choices.
And I just keep suffocating
I continue to feel emotionally stifled or overwhelmed.
Why is it every time
Questioning the recurrence of emotional turmoil.
You come crashing into my life
Every time you enter my life dramatically.
Let you in when I know you wont stay
I allow you into my life despite knowing you won't stay.
Why is it every time
Expressing difficulty in admitting something.
I can’t bring myself to say
I can't say that you are wasting my time.
You’re just killing all my time away
You are consuming my time without a purpose.
My friends they tell me that
Others perceive you as worthless.
You're such a waste of space
It's challenging to argue against this perception.
It's hard to argue back
Especially when I'm uncertain about what to believe.
When I don't what to believe
Despite everything, I can't bring myself to leave you.
But I can’t bring myself to leave you
An affectionate term, possibly addressing the person causing the emotional turmoil.
Baby
Suggesting actions like destroying memories won't solve the issues.
Go burn the photographs
You can't fix the emotional damage even if you attempt.
You couldn’t fix this if you tried
We were not built to withstand challenges or endure.
We weren’t built to last
You still believe in false narratives.
You still believe in every lie
The lies are a result of your choices or actions.
Cause it was made by your design
I continue to feel emotionally stifled or overwhelmed.
And I just keep on suffocating
Questioning the recurrence of emotional turmoil.
Why is it every time
Every time you enter my life dramatically.
You come crashing into my life
I allow you into my life despite knowing you won't stay.
Let you in when I know you won’t stay
Expressing difficulty in admitting something.
Why is it every time
I can't say that you are wasting my time.
I can’t bring myself to say
You are consuming my time without a purpose.
You’re just killing all my time away
-You’re just killing all my time away
-You’re just killing all my time away
Questioning the recurrence of emotional turmoil.
Why is it every time
Every time you enter my life dramatically.
Come crashing into my life
I allow you into my life despite knowing you won't stay.
Let you in when I know you won’t stay
Expressing difficulty in admitting something.
Why is it every time
I can't say that you are wasting my time.
I can’t bring myself to say
You are consuming my time without a purpose.
You’re just killing all my time away
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