Lyrics
Never fit in
Never feeling like one belongs or fits in.
Stuck in the deep end
Feeling stuck in a challenging or difficult situation.
Feeling so afraid
Experiencing fear and anxiety.
Of all the things they'll say
Concern about the judgments and opinions of others.
Trapped inside
Feeling confined or restricted within someone else's thoughts.
Somebody else's mind
Sensing the influence of someone else's perspective.
Feels like there's no escape
Feeling trapped with no apparent way out.
But I've got to find a way
Determined to find a solution despite challenges.
Sometimes I wish
Expressing a desire to be someone else.
I wasn't me
Longing for a different identity.
A different face
Desire for a changed appearance.
And a new body
Wishing for a new physical form.
Sometimes I wish
Expressing the desire for acceptance based on true self.
They'd look at me
Yearning for others to see beyond external appearances.
For who I am
Seeking recognition for one's authentic self.
And not what they see
Highlighting the contrast between perception and reality.
What they see
Emphasizing the impact of external judgment.
I feel them look
Awareness of others scrutinizing or observing.
I feel them stare
Feeling the weight of others' attention.
But to be honest
Recognizing a lack of genuine interest from others.
I know they don't care
Perceiving others as self-absorbed or indifferent.
So self consumed
Not wanting to be disturbed by external influences.
Don't interrupt
Observing self-centered behavior in others.
Just one bad thought
Acknowledging vulnerability to negative thoughts.
And I erupt
Potential for emotional eruption due to negative thoughts.
Sometimes I wish
Reiteration of the desire for a different identity.
I wasn't me
Reiterating the longing for an alternative self.
A different face
Desire for a changed physical appearance.
And new body
Yearning for a new body.
Sometimes I wish
Expressing the need for authentic recognition.
They'd look at me
Wishing to be acknowledged for true identity.
For who I am
Seeking recognition based on genuine self.
And not what they see
Re-emphasizing the disparity between perception and reality.
Just want to feel happy and content
Expressing the desire for happiness and contentment.
Don't want to feel resentment for myself
Rejecting feelings of self-hatred or bitterness.
Just wish I could be who I want to
Longing to be true to oneself.
Just need to face the truth
Recognizing the need to confront the truth.
Sometimes I wish
Reiterating the desire for a different identity.
I wasn't me
Acknowledging the process of self-discovery.
But I'm learning
Learning to accept and face the realities of one's identity.
To face reality
Acknowledging the need to confront and accept reality.
Sometimes I know
Awareness that others perceive the individual.
They look at me
Feeling ashamed of societal expectations.
Ashamed to face
Acknowledging the impact of societal habits on self-perception.
The habits of society
Highlighting the influence of societal norms on individual behavior.
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