selfish reasons
Learning Self-Love Amid Separation
Lyrics
I see the morning crashing through my blinds
I wake up to the morning light entering my room through the blinds.
I stand alone in the moment, but I'm alright
I am currently by myself in this moment, and despite that, I feel fine.
Taking my time
I am taking my time, not rushing.
Fine you're not your mine
Okay, you are not here, but I belong to myself.
I feel the season changing in the air
I sense a shift in the seasons in the atmosphere.
I feel your hand in mine, but you're not there
Although I feel like I'm holding your hand, you're physically absent.
Life isn't fair
Life isn't always just or fair.
Hurts you don't care
It pains me that you don't seem to care.
But I know now
Despite the circumstances, I understand things better now.
Was it worth it finding out
Was discovering the truth worth it?
Were we meant to meet, not to be
Were we fated to meet only to not be together?
Seconds feel like days when you're not home
When you're not here, time feels prolonged and difficult.
But I'm only lonely when we're alone
However, I only truly feel loneliness when we are together.
Breaking down, growing up, moving on, letting go, said goodbye
I'm going through emotional breakdowns, growing as a person, moving forward, letting go, and saying goodbye.
Learning to be selfish with time
I'm learning to prioritize myself and my time.
We did the best we could, it's just not enough
We tried our best, but our efforts weren’t sufficient.
Sometimes you loose the ones you love
Sometimes, you lose the people you love.
Part of the game
It's a part of life's challenges.
The season's changed
The seasons have changed metaphorically or literally.
Holding on to us just hurts my heart
Clutching onto our relationship causes me emotional pain.
I'm a better person when we're apart
I become a better version of myself when we're apart.
Maybe one day
Perhaps someday we'll find our way back together.
We'll find our way
However, until that happens,
But until then
Let's not pretend or deceive ourselves.
Let's not play pretend
Let's not act as if we're just friends.
Don't act like we're just friends
Time feels prolonged and challenging when you're not around.
Seconds feel like days when you're not home
However, I genuinely feel loneliness only when we're together.
But I'm only lonely when we're alone
Experiencing emotional breakdowns, personal growth, moving on, letting go, and saying goodbye.
Breaking down, growing up, moving on, letting go, said goodbye
I'm learning to prioritize myself and my time.
Learning to be selfish with time
I can't deny that I'm quite fearful.
I can't say that I'm not so afraid
It's incredibly painful to watch you leave.
Damn it hurts watching you walk away
I just require some time to breathe and think.
I just need, need some time, time to breathe
I need time to understand how to love in a self-focused manner.
Time to learn how to love selfishly
Now, I realize that I was better off alone.
And now I know
I am the only person I truly need.
I was better off alone
Time feels prolonged and challenging when you're not around.
And I'm the only one I need
I no longer feel lonely when I'm by myself.
Seconds feel like days when you're not home
Emotionally shattered, matured, moved forward, not letting go, it's not a farewell.
I'm no longer lonely when I'm alone
I'm learning to prioritize myself and my time.
Broken down, all grown up, we've moved on, won't let go, it's not goodbye
Broken down emotionally, matured, progressed, refusing to let go, it's not goodbye.
Learning to be selfish with time
I'm learning to value and prioritize my time for myself.
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