Weird
Embracing Uncertainty: Navigating the Depths of Self-Discovery
Lyrics
Uncertainty stirs inside of me
Uncertainty is causing inner turmoil.
Every time I need to breathe
Every attempt to breathe triggers a sense of unease.
Disconnect from what I need
Feeling disconnected from essential things.
I promise that I'm much more deep
Despite appearances, the speaker claims to be profoundly deep.
Fuck fortune teller's crystal balls
Rejecting predictions and superficial insights.
I swear to God I know it all
The speaker feels confident in their understanding.
My body feels so chaotic
Experiencing chaos within the body.
So intimately out of it
A deep sense of disconnection from oneself.
Who I was at 23
Reflecting on the past self at age 23.
Somehow sticks around with me
Past identity continues to influence the present.
I'm more lost than anything
Feeling lost, but concealing it from others.
But I can't let anyone else see
Maintaining a facade to hide inner struggles.
It's 20/20 from my eyes I don't own
Perspective is limited to the speaker's eyes.
Can I even call this body my home
Questioning ownership of one's body and identity.
Cause I'm searching for something
Seeking something that was never present.
That was never here
An acknowledgment of a pervasive emptiness.
All I know is I just feel weird
Summing up the emotional state as "weird."
How others do it I don't understand
Incomprehension of others' confidence.
This confidence, I'm just not a fan
Expressing discomfort with self-confidence.
Ironically my cover-up
The speaker's attempts to cover up reveal vulnerabilities.
Exposes what I hate so much
Paradoxical exposure of what is disliked.
Fuck all these people's righteousness
Rejecting others' moral superiority.
It doesn't change that I feel much less
Emotions persist despite external judgments.
Talk down to the voice inside my head
Internal struggles manifest as negative self-talk.
I sleep but don't get any rest
Restless sleep, indicative of inner turmoil.
Who I was at 23
Reflection on the past self at age 23, reiterated.
Somehow sticks around with me
Past identity's influence remains.
I'm more lost than anything
Ongoing sense of being lost and concealed.
But I can't let anyone else see
Hidden struggles from the outside world.
It's 20/20 from my eyes I don't own
Limitations in self-perception, repeated.
Can I even call this body my home
Questioning the belongingness to one's own body.
Cause I'm searching for something
Continued search for an elusive meaning.
That was never here
Emphasizing the perpetual absence of the sought-after.
All I know is I just feel weird
Reiteration of feeling "weird."
Who I was at 23
Recalling the past self's impact on the present.
Somehow sticks around with me
Persistent influence of past identity.
I'm more lost than anything
Ongoing sense of being lost, hidden from view.
But I can't let anyone else see
Continued concealment of inner struggles.
It's 20/20 from my eyes I don't own
Reiteration of limited self-perception.
Can I even call this body my home
Questioning the connection to one's own body, repeated.
Cause I'm searching for something
Perpetual quest for an elusive meaning, repeated.
That was never here
Emphasizing the continued absence of the sought-after.
All I know is I just feel weird
Final declaration of feeling "weird."
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