Sounds In A Vacuum
Navigating Desperation: Kaz Caligo's Sounds In A Vacuum Unraveled
Lyrics
I'm mad at myself
I harbor frustration and anger towards myself.
I'm awoken by these sounds
I am disturbed or disturbed from my slumber by unsettling noises.
I'm sad by myself
I experience sadness in solitude.
(I wanna cry out loud)
(Expressing a desire to vocalize emotions, possibly cry loudly.)
I'm losing my own sanity
I'm losing my grip on my own mental stability.
Waiting for something that's scaring me right now
I am anticipating something that is currently frightening me.
And I feel the existential dread
I sense a deep, existential anxiety.
And the fucking desperation
Feeling intense desperation.
So don't leave me now
Pleading not to be abandoned in this state.
I'm dissociating from the sound
I am mentally disconnecting or detaching from the surrounding sounds.
In your arms I never feel loud
In your embrace, I don't feel the need to be vocal or expressive.
My whispers don't drown out the sounds
My quiet words are not drowned out by external disturbances.
So don't leave me now
Reiterating the plea not to be left alone.
I hate it when I'm in the crowd
Expressing discomfort in crowded situations.
I'm lost and I'll never be found
Feeling lost and resigned to never being understood.
I feel like I'm screaming with no one to hear me around
Sensation of screaming without anyone to hear.
I'm mad at myself
Reiteration of anger towards oneself.
The self sabotage is just choking me
Engaging in self-destructive behavior is suffocating.
I got no air to breath
Feeling breathless due to self-inflicted harm.
It's fucking killing me
Experiencing significant distress and suffering.
I'm feeling the blood in my lungs
Awareness of the life force in one's body, possibly connoting vitality.
I'm sad by myself
Reiteration of sadness in isolation.
I feel like my heart is shutting me down
Feeling like emotions or heart are shutting down.
When I'm holding my ground
During moments of resistance, I feel stable.
I feel like I'm fading to somewhere I'll never be found
Sensation of fading into an unknown, unreachable place.
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