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Left for Dead: A Tumultuous Journey of Broken Promises
Lyrics
I've been watching you destroy me
The speaker has observed the other person causing harm or pain.
I've been watching you destroy me
Reiteration of witnessing the destructive actions of the other person.
I can't remember what you said
The speaker can't recall specific details of a conversation.
Probably something like "we won't forget"
Suggesting a possible statement made by the other person about not forgetting something.
Queue the wishful thinking
Indicates a hopeful mindset despite the circumstances.
How the hell did we end up in different beds
Expresses confusion about how they ended up in separate situations despite their past closeness.
It's true
Acknowledgment of a truth, possibly referring to a realization.
Enough of me was out of it for you
Feeling disconnected or not fully present for the other person.
Never gave a fuck until I was through
Realization of indifference until reaching a breaking point.
Left for dead
Sensation of abandonment or betrayal.
It takes time to get away, takes time to get away
Emphasizing the time and effort it takes to distance oneself from the situation.
Blue and Red
Reference to contrasting emotions, possibly representing opposing feelings or states of mind.
If only we made sense in the end
Wishing for coherence or understanding at the conclusion of the relationship or situation.
Left for dead
Reiterating the feeling of being abandoned or left behind.
It takes time to get away, takes time to get away
Reiteration of the time and effort required to distance oneself from the situation.
Blue and Red
Reference again to contrasting emotions or conflicting situations.
If only we made sense in the end
Desire for things to make sense or be rationalized at the end.
I remember everything you said
The speaker recalls specific statements made by the other person.
You swore you would never forget
Recollection of a promise made by the other person.
fucking pointless memories
Feelings of frustration or anger towards seemingly insignificant memories.
Making promises we couldn't keep
Acknowledging the inability to keep promises made.
And you it's true
Direct acknowledgment or confirmation of an idea or feeling.
The nights i slept calmly were far too few
Reflecting on the scarcity of peaceful or content moments.
Waiting for the day I break free from you
Longing to break free from the influence or control of the other person.
Left for dead
Reiteration of feeling abandoned or betrayed.
It takes time to get away, takes time to get away
Highlighting the time and process required to distance oneself from the situation.
Blue and Red
Reiteration of contrasting emotions or conflicting situations.
If only we made sense in the end
Desire for coherence or understanding at the conclusion of the situation.
Left for dead
Reiterating the feeling of being abandoned or left behind.
It takes time to get away, takes time to get away
Emphasizing the time and effort required to distance oneself from the situation.
Blue and Red
Reference again to contrasting emotions or conflicting situations.
If only we made sense in the end
Desire for things to make sense or be rationalized at the end.
Didn't wanna leave on a bad note
Reluctance to end things on a negative or unpleasant note.
But it always you who kept tryna burn me
Recognition that the other person consistently attempted to harm or hurt.
Fake hands clenching my throat
Sensation of being choked or overwhelmed by the other person's words or actions.
Every word you said would just suffocate me
Feeling suffocated or restricted by the other person's communication.
Got nothing but bad thoughts here
Expressing a mental state filled with negative thoughts.
Mimic life kept far too near
Feeling trapped in a life that imitates or mimics something undesirable.
Heavy sighs drive ships to cliffs through fear
Heavy sighs symbolizing deep distress leading to making drastic decisions.
A sacrifice for next year
Suggesting a sacrifice made now for potential future benefits.
Left for dead
Reiterating the feeling of being abandoned or left behind.
It takes time to get away, takes time to get away
Emphasizing the time and effort required to distance oneself from the situation.
Blue and Red
Reference again to contrasting emotions or conflicting situations.
If only we made sense in the end
Desire for coherence or understanding at the conclusion of the situation.
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